Hello to all that read this. I come to this site seeking friendship and guidance to becoming a christian. For many years I have longed to become a christian but I do not know the process of religion. Growing up i only attended church with a friend at the times when I was asked to join them. I throughly enjoyed it and found myself wanting more. Through the obstacles of life I allowed myself to focus on helping others and forgot about maintaining my own happiness. So after the many trials of life I feel as though I have hit rock bottom, and am now trying to discover myself and and pursue becoming a christian but I do not know where to start. I have been reading the bible but I feel that I am not understanding it fully. The city in which I live in, I only know the one that I am married to and this relationship has become broken. Therefore I do not have anyone here to go to for assistance. I would greatly enjoy the friendship, guidance, and trust of someone who could assist me in my quest.