Hey all

Well Lets see I'm Evellyn I'm 19 years old, I've been a christian since I was 8 years old.
In my life I've strayed far far away from the world of our lord, But Never lost my faith.
When I was 12 in a matter of 6 months I saw my best friend shot himself at a bible camp his grandfather owned , Had a friend hang himself, an one flip his car an die from the accendent, an then about 4 months later my favorite teacher was hit head on by a dissle an killed.
When I was 7 my father was killed always, he was in the Navy, At 14 I spent a week in the hospital watching my step father slowly pass away. after that I lost control of myself an my life. I begin with just not caring, got out of church stop listing to his word or the music, Stop caring about school an I was a honor scioty lady too.
about 4 months before I truned 15 I stated using Weed, an drinking... soon after school started I got with the wrong people an begain using other forms of drugs to cope to just slide away from the world.
Finally when I was 15. I went into a mental hospital from trying to kill myself an for drug abuse.
Spent two weeks in their.
I got out an was clean 2 year an back slide, I started cutting an bruning myself again, starving myself, drinking an using weed,a couple times ICE again, I was slowly losing body once again no I hadnt got back in church but Atleast I was CLEAN!!!!
Well at 18 I saw my sister lose my oldest neice an somthing snapped in me, I got my self clean once again an started trying to get myself back again. well In FEB of 2010 she had my youngest neice, Zoey my sister who is still strung out had no where to go with Zoey an couldnt take care of her, so I took her an Zoey in my house. shortly after that my sister wanted to get back into partying, An left Zoey with me, I've been raising this almost 2 year old child all her life, An would not have it any other way, Im Clean I take great care of us an would have it no other way, last week I walked into a church an meet the pastor a guy who seemed really awesome, first time I've been in a church since I was 13 I plan on attending Sunday

Wow, Evelyn, it sounds like you've been through a lot. It also sounds like Jesus is drawing you back to a relationship with Himself. Cool. All the best to you and Zoey. Love, Nichole

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Thanks so much, Its been a rough drive an long road but its getting better

Evellyn19 hello welcome to Christian Chat
I hope to chat with you soon.

Wow, I will keep you in my prayers Evellyn. Draw closer to God and let Him change you and build you. God bless

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