My new faith was tested much more by people stating they follow Christ, yet fighting back at this obviously hurting & lost soul (I may be wrong, but I'm pretty sure Jesus said something about living & dying by the sword). I immediately figured out that I would be next, if I said anything. It was only because Jesus gave me the courage to keep trying, that I didn't immediately shut down my registration--I decided not to give up on finding Christians who could truly teach me how to follow Him (the old me would've given up). I decided not to give up on Christians, altogether, because that would be giving in to the devil, and I haven't come this far, to give up on myself, just yet (I figure, if God isn't done with me yet, then He hasn't given up on me, either). If you really want to know how this thread looks to someone new to faith, then you may want to ask someone like me, struggling with this, rather than someone who already has that faith, firmly in place. I love what the other poster had to say, and I'll make sure to contact her with this, as she obviously gave an invitation to help.