Thank you so very much to all the "welcome's". It is greatly appreciated. I Love the Lord, and I know He Loves me, if it was up to my faith to "create" my slavation, I would be in serious trouble. How awesome that this is a totally FREE gift. Draw me closer Lord draw me closer, let there be no space between You and me. Let me hear you Lord, let me hear You. You know my heart you know my burdens, so hard to let go, anger feels like such a justified emotion when in the midst of everything, but aaahhh then it get's worse the silence, the screaming silence.
So as you can all read prayer is always very welcome. BLESS YOU ALL