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Idk what to begin with life right now is just so hard, I'm currently going through a legal matter. Its a big scare, 15 year penalty possibility. I don't want to really talk about it but I thought I could use the prayers, maybe a few words. I'm not perfect and I'm really young but I try I read the Bible occasionally, I try to reach out to people who need it and pray for the ones I can't. Sometimes I just think what I've done is to bad, I've confessed to the lord and I know he forgives me. I just get filled with so much doubt it causes me to do the same things. I know I have a long way but I dreamed of being an evangelist, and I got the chance before this situation. I got a full ride scholarship to a great Bible college. All paid for. And if this legal matter isn't led through Christ I will not be able to go. I have currently ended my social life for this situation, my Facebook and all. For the case. And before this all happen I was talking with a pastor from Pakistan through my Facebook and after deleting it I even decided to make another by a aliases. I'm currently trying to make the page to create a sponsor for what he does there, I want to keep my faith alive I'm just always so nervous and just could use my own support.