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I am a new user and am looking for some Christian friends. I have always been trying to create a strong relationship bond with God but have never really felt comfortable doing so. I'm not sure if it's just because I am uncomfortable with showing emotions and I think praising God obviously shows a lot of emotion, or if it's because I'm not around Christians and have no one to relate to and help me really build my faith. After dating someone who wants to be a pastor and having a really tough breakup, I think it's time for me to own up to NEEDING God. I don't want to become closer to Christ to try and win my ex back (me not having a strong enough faith was a reason we broke up) but I think I am just really broken and ready to find the relationship with God I am looking for. It'd be nice to have some people guide me in the direction I need to go in order to be where I want to be in my faith.