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Hey I'm new.. I just happen to run across you guys.. I'm a Christian I believe in Jesus.. the thing is I'm not just hopelessly in love with him like everybody around me.. is that wrong? I struggle with loneliness, self worth, doubt,purpose, and basically feeling like I belong.. I dated a girl in my younger years and when I get lonely I wanna reach out to her I struggle daily.. being reformed is easy staying reformed is a struggle.. sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on life because I basically can't do the things that use to make me happy.. sometimes I feel like life is passing me by. How do I find a balance how can I be happy serving god and being me or just having fun.. there's gotta be more to life