Hey Nikki..good to see you here !
Being a Christian will always put you to test and trials . The things you have faith and believe God for it can also turn out to be test,although it will not be easy and many tend to fail (inclding me) ,but just know that these test will make you strong and you will have a closer relationship with God.
Remember Abraham ..God promised him he will be father of many nations and at that moment he dint really have Isaac ,but he had faith and when Isaac was born and grown ,God asked him to sacrifice his son , which was a test . But God did not take away what he blessed him with.
Well i hope this helps you a bit, please feel free to PM .
God bless!