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hi, my name is mark and While I'm not convinced that christianity is true, I hate being atheist because whats the point. I do feel there is a higher power but doctrines like the trinity and jesus being god become a stumbling block to me. I feel caught between a rock and a hard place and am hoping to start a dialog or chat with someone who can explain these things to me because I feel frustrated that chistianity just doesn't make any sense to me. It's been a lifelong struggle with me and I keep going back and forth but how can you make yourself believe in something that just feels wrong? I'm just looking for some understanding and patience from people here. I'm not an advocate of atheism, I want to beleive. I feel like the guy in the gospels: "Lord, help thou my unbelief"...