The HOly Spirit shines his light, and already has answered the prayer while you were writing it. In the dark storm, praise him, don't fight it in your own ability. Speak words of life, from the scriptures. Negative is kind of being in doubt, not sure, hesitant, and not trusting. It is the opposite of faith, the cold water on the fires of God's love. The enemy wants to fight against coming closer to the Lord, and throws these fiery darts at us all. Lord, give peace in this, encourage and strenght, to get through, for the Joy of the Lord is our strength. Don't feel bad about asking for prayer, I've had my portion of battles, and the Lord said to me in prayer, call upon the Father, because he has given his son Jesus within our heart. We call him Abba FAther. AGreeing in the name of Jesus for this depression to be broken from you.