Desperately in need of PRAYER :(

I know that God is REAL so is Jesus
But I do not feel like Jesus loves me

I feel like he gives out so many chances then you're left behind

Right now I feel left in darkness, I don't like how my life is going and I'm scared of the future.. scared for my life..

NOTHING is going right for me I feel disgusted with myself and I just don't feel happy

I want others to be happy and I am happy when they are but it's hard for me to feel happy or positive!

Like, really.. who wants to be around a negative and sad person.. I feel empty and numb

I feel spiritually dead, like I know I am alive but inside I'm dead..


Pray for me please!!

Hmm with a username hopeForever you would think you would be full of hope lol im just kidding. Listen we all go through stuff like this, these usually what I call times in the desert where we are perplexed by troubles and feel far away from God and usually doubt and worry and fear.

I go through these times a whole lot and I feel everything you do trust me I actually usually think even worse things than you do. But I want to assure you this is only temporary and its these seasons that our faith is tested. You are being tested right now and its in these times when you are made much stronger. the good times are nice yes but they don't make our faith strong or at least not near as good as the hard times.
You can do this, simply keep your heart set on God and do your best to trust him even if you stumble and fall.

Trust me I do have hope but this year actually has been THEE WORST year of my life!
I don't feel as motivated to do stuff like before.. I feel spiritually attacked and it's like no one understands.. My past in beginning to come into my remembrance and I feel shameful.. every time I fight back something hits me harder it's almost hard to have hope you know?

Dear Father In Heaven

Please be with HopeForever as she is in a dark place right now and feeling depressed and does not have very much hope right now. Please wrap Your arms of love around her and bring her comfort. Please let her know that You are with her as she is going through this rough time and that she is worth a lot. Remind her to keep her eyes on You and focus more on heaven and how things will be in the future when You put an end to sin. That she will fly like an angel and be joyous and free from temptations and sinning. Fill her with the hope she has lost and help her to live up to her name. I pray in Jesus Name Amen.

Thank you so much! I receive this pray in the name of Jesus and I will repeat this prayer to myself over and over. Beautiful prayer and everything you said was the truth! Thank you so much and may Jesus be in your heart forever, Amen.

Hope, can i tell you a silly story i heard a pastor tell?

a young man goes to a fortune teller and she says he'll be poor and sick and have a terrible life till he's 40.
the guy says, what will happen then?!? to which the lady replies...

you'll get used to it.

but as you know, my sister, 'getting used to it' is not our Destiny.
God has better things prepared for you. ♥

Gracious Father, i am here with my sister Hope, and she is in need.
thank You that You are her Provider...of everything. thank You that You've given her everything in Christ.
cause her to know Your Perfect Love. remind her Whose she is.
show her in Your Word that Your forgiveness is greater than all our sin.
cause her to remember how Great You are, and that it's okay for her to be weak.
we are just little ones, Abba, but You are Great.
please remind my precious sister that she can rest in Your arms. it's our place of safety.
thank You for being Hope's Shield against the world,
for Jesus' sake, amen.

love to you--
ellie

Lord Jesus help hopeforever to build a relationship with you, help to read your word , to pray to you, and let you please give your presence in the hopeforever. Amen