I can't take it anymore Please I need your prayers.

I just found Jesus at 30 and have been staying close to God. I have sinned and am not perfect. I was touched by a heavely being glowing gold and the presents of pure love. I think it was Jesus or the holy spirit. It was the figure of a man but i could not see any facial features. He put his hand on top of my head and i felt a hot oil from my head to my toes . I was at church singing and worshiping our Holy father. I felt great love for the church singers on stage. I had fallen into sin off and on since i was touched October 2013. My health has been attacked over and over again . I have had a tacardia of my heart since i was 14. My heart will beat at 220 bpm out o the blue. I have prayed in the name of Jesus it Ian healed. I read the bible scriptures for a healing. Nothing. I get migraines that i want God to take. My face broke out with eczema in March. My mouth has developed horrible thrush. I rebuke the enemy in the name of Jesus but nothing. I am tired of it. Also i am dealing with my ex wanting 50/50 of our 2 year old. He wanted me to abort our child and left me 7 months pregnant for another women. I have surrendered to God . Cried out to God. Repented to God. Im getting to know Jesus as a friend. I do church, bible study, at one time i was doing bible study everyday for over a year. I can't even work because of my health. Every night i watch videos of Jesus and read my bible almost daily. I need a miracle. I have had hands laid on me nothing. I have faith i thought my healing will be a miracle for others to have there faith grow. Nothing. I had drank some so I thought because that God was mad at me. I have watched some lusty videos online but repented to God. HELP ME WHAT AM I DOING WRONG. The devil won't leave me alone or my family. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME OH HOLY FATHER FORGIVE MY SINS. I DON'T WANT TO BE CRIPPLED BY MY HEALTH PROBLEMS ANYMORE. I also just want my baby to be with me my baby can see the dad but not 50/50 . I am a mother and divorced my husband and met another guy and had my beautiful baby with him. So i think God is punishing me for my past sin. Even though my sins were forgiven. Please help.

Firstly, when typing longer posts, use spaces. You have typed what is called a 'wall of text'. Very hard to read for many people.

There is a thing in existence called 'natural consequence'. Consequence is not punishment from God. If you have a divorce (and i'm not saying it as an accusation, just a fact) there is always a chance that there will be these issues. Doesn't mean it's a punishment, just a natural risk that accompanies divorce.
And health wise it is not a punishment. Maybe a trial, such as Job. Possibly God has a reason for the infliction, such as Pauls 'thorn in the flesh' that he prayed for God to remove and God refuse. Or maybe it's because we live in a sinful world full of sickness. For whatever reason God is not giving you a magical healing. And if your rebuking isn't working, maybe because this isn't spiritual at all, but physical.
And let's face it. The reality is God rarely does these obvious, supernatural healings anymore. Many people still teach it, but
Rather than taking a secular point of view thinking everything is a punishment for sins, we just have to accept that we don't see the big picture. God forgives the sins of a person who truly regrets their sins and wishes to change. If that reflects how you feel, then stop believing you're being punished.
I've had health issues for years myself. One major issue and all sorts of smaller issues. I've had surgeries, procedures, been unable to work. Countless ER and doctor visits. So get how it is. While i don't get why it has to be this way, it is what it is. If God wants to heal me, He will.