Some of my friends might have noticed that I dont visit much prayer requests forum lately. This is because I dont even have energy and focus to pray for myself. I found a job - this always adversely affected me spiritually. First because I am a low energy being so 9-10hrs on foot sucks all my energy out, and second because I am forced to mingle with (non-believing) people and this is wearing me out and doing damage with their tongues. Most people there seem okay but I will not be fooled to relax around people and lower my defenses. Trust no man. I know what betrayal and evil lurks in men, I've been abused at work many times. And they all seemed ok in the beginning. One of them I have discerned instantly as dangerous and probably a busybody, she is just another shift. After a while of this, I come home and am only able to stare at one spot and do some housework. It has happened before. I wake up earlier in the morning for prayer trying to antidote this, but this morning my mind was so scattered that I finally started crying and decided to ask for help.
Please pray that God will keep me in my integrity and spotless from the world. I did not stumble at work in anything yet but I am somewhat anxious because I represent Him there. Also that He will give me strength and power to do whatever He tells me to. I feel like my resources have been devoured. Now I have much less time and energy. Please pray that He will fill me with the Spirit and enable me to walk in His power. All I want is to work, be silent and serve Him at work and being a testimony for Him by my conduct, and when I come home to still have energy left to serve Him and focus left to pray and worship. Gotta hurry to get ready for work now so I'll check the thread later.
Please pray that God will keep me in my integrity and spotless from the world. I did not stumble at work in anything yet but I am somewhat anxious because I represent Him there. Also that He will give me strength and power to do whatever He tells me to. I feel like my resources have been devoured. Now I have much less time and energy. Please pray that He will fill me with the Spirit and enable me to walk in His power. All I want is to work, be silent and serve Him at work and being a testimony for Him by my conduct, and when I come home to still have energy left to serve Him and focus left to pray and worship. Gotta hurry to get ready for work now so I'll check the thread later.