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My baby will be here in about a month. The father shows he cares one day and then doesn't have time the other. I am going to give space -- I was trying to keep him involved -- possibly in my own way showing him that we need to give this up to God. I see God telling me to stop trying to make something happen. The Holy Spirit is the only one who can convict and make us faithful. Only I can change -- the father has left me with alot to take care of -- God can make me so strong and I see hope that God promises. But I guess times like today -- I feel the hurt -- for myself and this child. I want it to have the best life and I remember I have to cast all my cares on Jesus. There is nothing else I can do but pray --- and gain wisdom -- I want to be stronger and not feel the hurt or see that my child is missing out on something.
I just pray God saves us from the life we desperately deserve and has mercy on us. I want this baby to have the best parents and ones who love God and give their lives to God each day. I have to be strong I know -- when I am weak, then God is strong in me. I pray for God's will and for Him to keep taking control.
I just pray God saves us from the life we desperately deserve and has mercy on us. I want this baby to have the best parents and ones who love God and give their lives to God each day. I have to be strong I know -- when I am weak, then God is strong in me. I pray for God's will and for Him to keep taking control.