I feel so lost right now. I am currently at my fathers place as of now. I left my husband a month ago in hoping he would open up his eyes to what he had, as he was always taking off drinking and doing drugs, and most probably having affairs, he was abusive mentally, verbally and physically, I know he wasn't perfect, but he was and is my husband someone I made vows with, even though he has done me wrong in so many ways I still love him, I want him back I want to make our marriage work, I know it can if alcohol wasn't involved, please pray for Jesus to break the strong holds of addictions in his life, and lust, and any other temptation that would hinder him and our marriage, even the words and encouragement of the world for him not to listen to him, for god to put a conviction on him and his behaviours. I just want my family back!!!!!