I am hopeless.Sin and Satan won.

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Angelo123

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First of all,I want to thank ALL OF YOU for praying for me because It worked.I am fine now.My Father and I are good.Also I learned a way to humiliate satan:Have faith in God.THANKS,trully,and God Bless.
 
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DyingToSelf

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Daddy GOD,

I pray for this child of Yours- Angelo. Remind him of Your love for us, that defeated sin and death on the cross. Remind him that even while we were sinners, Christ gave Himself to die for us, hopeless sinners, one and all. Remind him of the promises in Your word- that there is therefore now NO CONDEMNATION, and our sins You will remember no more.

I claim Your word- that where sin abounds, grace super-abounds. I thank You that You have released Your super-abounding grace in this brother's life. I thank You that the blood of Christ is not the blood of lambs and goats- which cleanses sin only for a short time, but the blood of the lamb of GOD, more precious than gold that has over-paid for our sin. As great as our sins are, I declare the blood of Jesus is greater.

Lead this child of Yours in Your paths of righteousness, O merciful Father, remind him that in Your word You have declared that You have heard his cries and seen his sorrows. Remind him daily that You are always with us, even in our times of sin. Remind him that we may fail and fall, but we will NEVER lose our position of righteousness because You see us though the veil of the blood of Jesus.

Give this brother clarity and wisdom, that he may read the truths and promises in Your word, that he may be assured of Your love for him.

Remove from him self-righteousness, that he may realise that it is not our work and our doings that assure us our salvation, but it is the perfect work that Christ has done, the blood that Jesus spilt on the cross that has bought us freedom from sin and given us the gift of righteousness.

Let this brother realise the true magnitude of the gift that we have been given, for we who know the true depths of our sin and depravity will in turn be even more thankful for the forgiveness and grace we have received.

Give this child of Yours peace and protection in his mind, let him rest in You in the midst of this confusion in his life. Give to him clear instructions on how to conduct his life that he may enjoy the fruits of Your work and the humility to accept and walk in the paths that You have prescribed for him.

I pray all this in the name of Jesus, our Kinsman-Redeemer, our heavenly Boaz, and most importantly, our precious, loving Saviour who gave Himself on the cross to be broken and beaten that we may be whole,

Amen, Amen, Amen.
 
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popeye

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First of all,I want to thank ALL OF YOU for praying for me because It worked.I am fine now.My Father and I are good.Also I learned a way to humiliate satan:Have faith in God.THANKS,trully,and God Bless.
Good!
You stumbled on the faith ingrediant.(one amoung many). Now,you got to know satan will return,and bring his little buddies with him. Learn to stand,but like soul weaver told you,it is God's promises that you use.YOU DO NOT STAND ON YOUR STRENGTH....NEVER,EVER. Remember,his strength is made perfect in our weakness. IOW,though we are weak,his strength is more than enough. You put Jesus between you and satan. Develop your walk.

BTW,are you born again,or are you living with christian parents?(thinking you are God's child by association)

At any rate re-dedicate yourself to God VIa Jesus your savior.

You are a target. Find a church.Better yet find about 4 or 5 churches. Get obsessed with attending meetings. Get violent with sin. Throw away the satanic filth that you might have easy access to. Spend some money on christian music,books ,etc.
 
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Angelo123

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Good!
You stumbled on the faith ingrediant.(one amoung many). Now,you got to know satan will return,and bring his little buddies with him. Learn to stand,but like soul weaver told you,it is God's promises that you use.YOU DO NOT STAND ON YOUR STRENGTH....NEVER,EVER. Remember,his strength is made perfect in our weakness. IOW,though we are weak,his strength is more than enough. You put Jesus between you and satan. Develop your walk.

BTW,are you born again,or are you living with christian parents?(thinking you are God's child by association)

At any rate re-dedicate yourself to God VIa Jesus your savior.

You are a target. Find a church.Better yet find about 4 or 5 churches. Get obsessed with attending meetings. Get violent with sin. Throw away the satanic filth that you might have easy access to. Spend some money on christian music,books ,etc.
Well,to be honest,I think I am done with God.I just cannot justify my faith and God's constant need for glory.I think I am going to study other religions.I just cannot see God as nothing more that angry,dissapointed and glory-seeking.I also do not like his "love".He is just playing with my faith.Humans are not toys or tools of Glory-seeking or else we are neglected.Just look what God did do Job just to win a bet.God is cruel and conditionally-loving.
 
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popeye

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Well,to be honest,I think I am done with God.I just cannot justify my faith and God's constant need for glory.I think I am going to study other religions.I just cannot see God as nothing more that angry,dissapointed and glory-seeking.I also do not like his "love".He is just playing with my faith.Humans are not toys or tools of Glory-seeking or else we are neglected.Just look what God did do Job just to win a bet.God is cruel and conditionally-loving.
Well,you are closer than you think. It is the "well and healthy" that do not need him.(IOW they are decieved).You,on the otherhand are like the rest of us.We are all needy.

In a way I also have the same problem as you.(used to)
What breaks that mentality is the encounter with the tormentor. You must face satan and "settle it". You see our walk is a walk. We walk alongside God."My yoke is easy ,but my burden is light" I used to struggle under the load,bent over,burdened down,just struggling for the next step. But then glory to God,JESUS CAME.

You are dead wrong about God. We are defective,we need him.

Remember the 70 or so original disciples? There were many,many at first,but they left when they thought Jesus wanted them to drink human blood.
See that? See how it was THEIR PERCEPTION?

But beyond that,he asked the 12 "will you leave also"....know what they said? "we have no place to go"

My friend,I have defected from God in my past. I know both lives(with him and without him)
I can tell you,Being born again,and belonging to Jesus is an adventure.
You need to read the bible stories to get built up and see the awesome charachter of our God. Read about David in samuel,and get that heartbeat of heaven.
You seem to have located the "reject button" but it is this world and the devil cleaning your plow,not the awesome beautiful savior that rescued me from the sewer called this world.
Once you get hooked up with Jesus,you will crack a little smile when you think of how awesome Jesus is and what a LOOOOOSER the devil is.
 
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Angelo123

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Well,you are closer than you think. It is the "well and healthy" that do not need him.(IOW they are decieved).You,on the otherhand are like the rest of us.We are all needy.

In a way I also have the same problem as you.(used to)
What breaks that mentality is the encounter with the tormentor. You must face satan and "settle it". You see our walk is a walk. We walk alongside God."My yoke is easy ,but my burden is light" I used to struggle under the load,bent over,burdened down,just struggling for the next step. But then glory to God,JESUS CAME.

You are dead wrong about God. We are defective,we need him.

Remember the 70 or so original disciples? There were many,many at first,but they left when they thought Jesus wanted them to drink human blood.
See that? See how it was THEIR PERCEPTION?

But beyond that,he asked the 12 "will you leave also"....know what they said? "we have no place to go"

My friend,I have defected from God in my past. I know both lives(with him and without him)
I can tell you,Being born again,and belonging to Jesus is an adventure.
You need to read the bible stories to get built up and see the awesome charachter of our God. Read about David in samuel,and get that heartbeat of heaven.
You seem to have located the "reject button" but it is this world and the devil cleaning your plow,not the awesome beautiful savior that rescued me from the sewer called this world.
Once you get hooked up with Jesus,you will crack a little smile when you think of how awesome Jesus is and what a LOOOOOSER the devil is.
Well,I do not know if Satan is such a loser but he is definitely a powerful jerk.At least he is there when you need him.I tried some Kundalini awakening stuff and It almost cured and healed my obsessive thoughts and I have an inner peace.I was literally begging God to heal me.I cried to my "Father".He was not there.He is cruel,unloving to the not-so-good-people and he cannot handle rejection because of his glory addiction.My soul is crying for God,I feel like bursting into tears of sadness so I am moving on with Kundalini.At least this "goddess" does not neglect me and treat humans like trash just for the laughs.It makes me feel powerful and not trash.My soul screams "God" but my mind keeps remembering me about God's cruelness,"glory" and making humans feel worthless just to make them humble.What a pile of ****.
 
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popeye

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Well,I do not know if Satan is such a loser but he is definitely a powerful jerk.At least he is there when you need him.I tried some Kundalini awakening stuff and It almost cured and healed my obsessive thoughts and I have an inner peace.I was literally begging God to heal me.I cried to my "Father".He was not there.He is cruel,unloving to the not-so-good-people and he cannot handle rejection because of his glory addiction.My soul is crying for God,I feel like bursting into tears of sadness so I am moving on with Kundalini.At least this "goddess" does not neglect me and treat humans like trash just for the laughs.It makes me feel powerful and not trash.My soul screams "God" but my mind keeps remembering me about God's cruelness,"glory" and making humans feel worthless just to make them humble.What a pile of ****.
Your words are heartbreaking my friend. When I see you,I see me. It is like looking in a mirror. All I can do is point to your deliverance. You are the one to take the steps. His name is Jesus,and he is big.

I am going to bat for you. 1)to break satan off of you 2) that your testimony will be like mine and you will get the ride of your life with Jesus.
 
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Angelo123

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Your words are heartbreaking my friend. When I see you,I see me. It is like looking in a mirror. All I can do is point to your deliverance. You are the one to take the steps. His name is Jesus,and he is big.

I am going to bat for you. 1)to break satan off of you 2) that your testimony will be like mine and you will get the ride of your life with Jesus.
I do not like or want Jesus.Jesus is God so he is a jerk.The same goes for the Holy Spirit.I feel more garbage as days pass because I know that "God is angry with the wicked everyday" and he keeps sustaining my life until judgement day when he will pour his complete wrath and anger over me and then,Hell here I come.I mean really,I turned to other religions so many times in my search for "the Divine" that I feel like a hardcore version of a prodigal son.God constantly looks at me frowned,with misery and anger and because of this habitual sin of "loving sin more",God cannot sympathize.I feel unforgivable but these are the things that make me NOT to repent.Wouldn't be cool if I saw Jesus in front of me?I mean everyone gets miraculous-gifts and I am jealous.And unrepentant and If God does not like me,he can smite me and exterminate me like he used to do to people in the Old Testament.What a hypocrite Exterminating the 99% of the world's population just because he can then do this:"While We were still sinners,Christ died for us".What a counterfeit love just to glorify himself.
I.
HATE.
GOD.
 
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Rudimental

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Pray for me.You are my only hope.
Hey Angelo, I'll pray for you bro. Faith in Jesus is our only hope. He's the one that reads our prayers, yours included like letters. He answers all prayers, and always gives one of 3 answers; either yes, no or wait. :)

Dear Father we pray for our brother your son Angelo Father, we give you thanks for his life Father, and we pray you will give him Your peace, not as the world gives, but as you give us. Father restore Angelo to the joy that comes from the redeeming truth and hope that is in your son and in His name Jesus Christ we pray with thanks and joy that Your will be done amen!
Psalm 46:10 Be still, and know that I am God:
I see you have a lot on your mind. :) Instead of thinking so much about things. Just pause and sit still and chill for a few moments, try to clear your mind of all thoughts. Just know that God is in control!

Through Psalm 46:10 God is saying, just be still, ever remember playing sleeping lions in kinder school!? That's how still He literally wants you to be! God is Holy and God is a good God. God is always good. May God be praised for ever.

Always give thanks for ALL things Angelo. Yes all things. Even the pain and frustration you feel. What that seems crazy give thanks for pain whats that about who does that right? Oh brother, give God thanks for all things. The sun and the rain. Because God is good and after its all said and done, Gods will be done. He made you for an eternal purpose. And He will come about making that happen.

1 Thessalonians 5:18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.

Ephesians 5:20 Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;

Romans 5:1-3 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;

2 Corinthians 12:9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Philippians 1:6 Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:

God is good.
 
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Angelo123

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Hey Angelo, I'll pray for you bro. Faith in Jesus is our only hope. He's the one that reads our prayers, yours included like letters. He answers all prayers, and always gives one of 3 answers; either yes, no or wait. :)

Dear Father we pray for our brother your son Angelo Father, we give you thanks for his life Father, and we pray you will give him Your peace, not as the world gives, but as you give us. Father restore Angelo to the joy that comes from the redeeming truth and hope that is in your son and in His name Jesus Christ we pray with thanks and joy that Your will be done amen!

Psalm 46:10 Be still, and know that I am God:
I see you have a lot on your mind. :) Instead of thinking so much about things. Just pause and sit still and chill for a few moments, try to clear your mind of all thoughts. Just know that God is in control!

Through Psalm 46:10 God is saying, just be still, ever remember playing sleeping lions in kinder school!? That's how still He literally wants you to be! God is Holy and God is a good God. God is always good. May God be praised for ever.

Always give thanks for ALL things Angelo. Yes all things. Even the pain and frustration you feel. What that seems crazy give thanks for pain whats that about who does that right? Oh brother, give God thanks for all things. The sun and the rain. Because God is good and after its all said and done, Gods will be done. He made you for an eternal purpose. And He will come about making that happen.

1 Thessalonians 5:18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.

Ephesians 5:20 Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;

Romans 5:1-3 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;

2 Corinthians 12:9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Philippians 1:6 Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:

God is good.
To be honest,I do not think that God is good.I deny God.I am moving on with Kundalini Awakening.God is cruel and his promises are false.I am not garbage nor I will be because God wants to humiliate me all the time and condemn me(Holy Spirit does not "convict".It condemns you for every mistake you do.It reminds you of the past although God said to forget the past.And if Satan is the one who condemns me,It is God's fault.I never felt fully convicted.I mean,when I am convicted,condemnation comes to the party.But all evil has its source from God.God is the Alpha and the Omega so he is the cause of ALL evil.God is evil.He is the source of Satan's power.God is evil,a liar,an accuser and FALSE).God is the most powerful being in and outside the Universe and He still wants us to feel shit and "glorify" him or else we are going to Hell.What a monster.I deny God.
 
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MadParrotWoman

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To be honest,I do not think that God is good.I deny God.I am moving on with Kundalini Awakening.God is cruel and his promises are false.I am not garbage nor I will be because God wants to humiliate me all the time and condemn me(Holy Spirit does not "convict".It condemns you for every mistake you do.It reminds you of the past although God said to forget the past.And if Satan is the one who condemns me,It is God's fault.I never felt fully convicted.I mean,when I am convicted,condemnation comes to the party.But all evil has its source from God.God is the Alpha and the Omega so he is the cause of ALL evil.God is evil.He is the source of Satan's power.God is evil,a liar,an accuser and FALSE).God is the most powerful being in and outside the Universe and He still wants us to feel shit and "glorify" him or else we are going to Hell.What a monster.I deny God.
There is one of 3 scenarios going on here:
You are either a troll - which looks the most likely.
You have a problem with your own self-worth and listen to negative thoughts from within.
You are under attack from the enemy.

If I am wrong on the first score. I would advise you to seek good Christian couselling. Go to a good Bible-believing church and ask to speak to a pastor there. He will direct you to someone who can help you.
 
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Angelo123

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BTW,are you born again,or are you living with christian parents?(thinking you are God's child by association)
Look,I had accepted Christ as my saviour and when I did I felt a love that made me paralyze for 1 sec.I was like "WOW".I know I LOVED God.I tried to win the battle against me and the devil.And God was just mocking me.I felt an inner peace,a love that could overcome sin and lust but I also felt mocked at.Humiliated.A clown.I do not want to think about this because I feel like crying.So I was definitely born again.I loved and glorified God,I read the Bible,I prayed for me and for others,I tried to justify my anger as much as I can and the Lord cured my anger issues while I was devoted to him.But according to the Bible he is mad because I do not bring glory to him.What a jerk.
 
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Angelo123

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There is one of 3 scenarios going on here:
You are either a troll - which looks the most likely.
You have a problem with your own self-worth and listen to negative thoughts from within.
You are under attack from the enemy.

If I am wrong on the first score. I would advise you to seek good Christian couselling. Go to a good Bible-believing church and ask to speak to a pastor there. He will direct you to someone who can help you.
If I wanted to troll somebody I would go out with my friends.Now,I just denounced God and stated my opinion.Does that make me a troll?If It does,you are free to mock me.
 
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MadParrotWoman

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If I wanted to troll somebody I would go out with my friends.Now,I just denounced God and stated my opinion.Does that make me a troll?If It does,you are free to mock me.
You won't get any mocking from me.

Why do I think you are a troll? You have only been here a few days but in that time you have made no friends and posted just this one thread, you haven't even posted comments elsewhere.

If you have really denounced God then why are you on a Christian forum overrun by....erm Christians? why have you not found a Kundalini Awakening site to gather more information on that and mix with like-minded people?

I'll answer that for you shall I? You are either here to seek what you know to be truth - that there is only one God and He came to earth in the form of Jesus Christ to defeat death and claim those who believe in Him for His own.

So that brings me to the conclusion that you are either seeking truth or you are indeed a troll.

I gave you some advice on how to seek help. In the meantime I will pray for you but I won't mock you. :)
 
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Angelo123

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You won't get any mocking from me.

Why do I think you are a troll? You have only been here a few days but in that time you have made no friends and posted just this one thread, you haven't even posted comments elsewhere.

If you have really denounced God then why are you on a Christian forum overrun by....erm Christians? why have you not found a Kundalini Awakening site to gather more information on that and mix with like-minded people?

I'll answer that for you shall I? You are either here to seek what you know to be truth - that there is only one God and He came to earth in the form of Jesus Christ to defeat death and claim those who believe in Him for His own.

So that brings me to the conclusion that you are either seeking truth or you are indeed a troll.
1)I returned to the thread because I got an e-mail notification that somebody had answered my thread and I just informed him on my spiritual journey
2)I practise K.A. alone,seeking info on the web
3)I have no friends because I only created this account just to ask for assistance by christians who had a better relationship with God than I do.
4)I am seeking the truth that is why I am so confused and angry
5)Sorry for making you feel that way
6)Referring to me as a "troll" is mocking but thank you for not mocking me further.
7)Again,sorry for the misunderstanding.I am under great confusion.
8)I only made this thread and post on this thread because I do not primarily use this forum.
 
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MadParrotWoman

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#38
1)I returned to the thread because I got an e-mail notification that somebody had answered my thread and I just informed him on my spiritual journey
2)I practise K.A. alone,seeking info on the web
3)I have no friends because I only created this account just to ask for assistance by christians who had a better relationship with God than I do.
4)I am seeking the truth that is why I am so confused and angry
5)Sorry for making you feel that way
6)Referring to me as a "troll" is mocking but thank you for not mocking me further.
7)Again,sorry for the misunderstanding.I am under great confusion.
8)I only made this thread and post on this thread because I do not primarily use this forum.
If I have your motives wrong I apologise.
You will not find peace of mind by denouncing God and/or by joining cult "religions" they are not the answer, only Jesus is the answer. You really do need to seek help because the enemy seems to be influencing your thoughts, he can see weakness and will attack those he perceives as easy targets. A lot of people here have given you some good advice, you should take it and act on it.

For a while there the prayers seemed to be working for you which leads me to think there is some kind of spiritual warfare going on here.
 
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Angelo123

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#39
If I have your motives wrong I apologise.
You will not find peace of mind by denouncing God and/or by joining cult "religions" they are not the answer, only Jesus is the answer. You really do need to seek help because the enemy seems to be influencing your thoughts, he can see weakness and will attack those he perceives as easy targets. A lot of people here have given you some good advice, you should take it and act on it.

For a while there the prayers seemed to be working for you which leads me to think there is some kind of spiritual warfare going on here.
Thank you for you understanding and there is no need to apologize.I was rude,I am sorry.
Anyways,I will find my path.
By the way,thanks for praying for me.
 
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MadParrotWoman

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#40
Thank you for you understanding and there is no need to apologize.I was rude,I am sorry.
Anyways,I will find my path.
By the way,thanks for praying for me.
I have to go to church now but I will be commenting further here a little later. There is something I would like to run-through with you regarding your understanding of God.

Don't give up. God bless you :)