Jay3009, A prayer for you...Lord Jesus you know the needs that Jay has & as your word says, Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all your Heart & lean not unto your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will directs your steps.
As we wholeheartedly trust in our Heavenly Father, thats when we can rest in His peace, knowing that (He goes before us & makes the crooked places straight, Isaiah 45:21.) Abide in Him & the Lord will being provision, He will lead you & guide you to a victorious life.