Please pray for me, I'm freaking out....

This will explain it...

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/i...H4LsXVHsy6IX;_ylv=3?qid=20100212092336AAYmrc3

Why be freaked out? The answer is very likely no, and if you'll scroll down, you'll notice this is a spam. The person who wrote it didn't mean for it to be taken seriously.

That's because I probably asked the question over 10,000 times in the last 7 months...

With respect, this needs a phone call more than a prayer or yahoo answers. There's a very easy, foolproof resolution: go ahead and request a test as soon as possible. Sure, you don't like needles, but you also don't like sitting for four months thinking you might have HIV. There will be something inexpensive in your area.

For what it's worth, people get HIV tests all the time who aren't concerned they got it from sexual or drug-related activity. Virgins can get HIV tests for valid reasons. Sex and unsanitary drug use are the most common modes of transmission, but it's better safe than sorry and it's better knowing than fearing.

Your problem is refusal. You'll never have a sound mind because you refuse to accept facts. You like your fear more than people's advice to you.

That might be true, facts tend to be useless after I get the fear. But before, it's very useful. Anyway, I'll probably go get tested for this fear and ask questions so I don't have to worry about this again...

Hopefully thats true. Keep strong

Ok, I take it back. You are not a troll. You're genuine and really need help. How in the world can you worry so much?! It's so pointless! Meaningless!

You know what you need? You need someone to hold you accountable. So, you're going to let us know what you worried about today, everyday, no, not in this thread. Choose the family forum or something. Then we will randomly select an item and ban you from worrying about it and you MUST do your best to think about something else. Maybe there should also be a consequence...

sperm can live up to 24 hours in the body, but bathrooms -- past 30 minutes all organisms die. Get your blood tested -- but the chances of your fear being reality -- really don't exist. Its almost like you want something bad to happen to explain why your life is the way it is.

My advice for you -- because you seem to have a sweet heart. Start being thankful -- you may find it hard, but you must. That is the first thing you pray to God -- be honest and thank him -- stop focusing on yourself -- yes, that is hard too. This life isn't easy and you have to realize it never will be.

Blah, I'll have to find somewhere else to go. Planned Parenthood takes 7-14 days to get the results. May not sound like much to you guys, but for someone like me, the wait would kill me.

Okay, so I found a place that does Oral Tests. I'll be able to go on Monday hopefully, not sure if I need to make an appointment or not. Anyway if you want know what my anxiety is acutally like. Look up OCD and GAD.

Doth, you are still and always in my prayers.
God bles, pickles

Not to make you even more worried but HIV has a waiting period of a few months before you can know for sure of whether you have it or not... you'd better leave it in God's hands. Here's a thought. How about not getting the test? Perhaps it's letting go of the little things that will help you reduce your anxiety. Once you've experienced letting go, it might be easier for you to repeat letting go in the future?

I'm already way past that point where I'd know by getting the test.

I'll pray - make sure you update us. From you ocd I know it is hard, but I hope you can rest.

I stood on a tac once that went in my foot and I had exactly the same fears. I'm still alive.

thanks guys...

Crap, I misread it. I'll have to wait till thursday to get the test and it'll take a couple weeks to get the results. On the bright side they should be more accurate.

xD sorry, I sorta laughed when she said troll.

I'm not a she!

crap, I tried going in to get tested today. But I couldn't find the freaking place, now I might till next thursday to get tested, I can't wait that freaking long...