Just a quick one as I know there are far more things BEGGING to be prayed about in this world we live in ;
However, I weighed myself today for the first time in a WHILE. I usually stay around 59kg and have done for a good few years...basically a healthy weight(im 5 foot 8) but for the past month or two I APPARANTLY lost 28 pounds(Im now 46 kg)... the sad thing is I think I know how i stemmed, the issue is it is not an eating disorder(I wanna be curvy again haha) but it developed after a number of students in my class got poisoning or a virus. I remember almost starving myself the day my boyfriend got it, around May the 15th and after that I kinda spiralled outta control with what I ate. Im now feeling it as I believe I have a virus or something and I have not much energy to recover, but I have been trying to eat three meals a day, due to my families concern.
This has happened before, when I was 16/17 and caught a horrendous flu. I didnt wanna get sick again so I avoided anything that would even chance making me ill! (small portions, tiny meat portions) and about a year after I shockingly weighed MORE than I do now(i really didnt even eat anything then)
Im in a good place now, eating in between my three meals but cos ive been feeling under the weather(LITERALLY) , im scared of it lingering(even though its my fault)
Please pray that I can get back to normal...when people called me "pizza and chocolate girl" cos let me assure you, when Im not eating 800g of chocolate a day, Im not myself...haha.
Thanks guys
However, I weighed myself today for the first time in a WHILE. I usually stay around 59kg and have done for a good few years...basically a healthy weight(im 5 foot 8) but for the past month or two I APPARANTLY lost 28 pounds(Im now 46 kg)... the sad thing is I think I know how i stemmed, the issue is it is not an eating disorder(I wanna be curvy again haha) but it developed after a number of students in my class got poisoning or a virus. I remember almost starving myself the day my boyfriend got it, around May the 15th and after that I kinda spiralled outta control with what I ate. Im now feeling it as I believe I have a virus or something and I have not much energy to recover, but I have been trying to eat three meals a day, due to my families concern.
This has happened before, when I was 16/17 and caught a horrendous flu. I didnt wanna get sick again so I avoided anything that would even chance making me ill! (small portions, tiny meat portions) and about a year after I shockingly weighed MORE than I do now(i really didnt even eat anything then)
Im in a good place now, eating in between my three meals but cos ive been feeling under the weather(LITERALLY) , im scared of it lingering(even though its my fault)
Please pray that I can get back to normal...when people called me "pizza and chocolate girl" cos let me assure you, when Im not eating 800g of chocolate a day, Im not myself...haha.
Thanks guys