So I don't have anyone to talk to, I guess I'll just type here and talk to myself. Everything is all messed up, and it's all my fault. If only I could undo what I've done. If only I could take back words that I said. Everything that I had, letting someone in again, it's all gone to waste. I can't trust the person I love anymore, I'm all alone again and I don't know if I can handle that. I don't know if I can trust that anyone will genuinely care. I don't even know what I'm saying, I've had a rough night and my eyes are burning, and my head still aches from all the crying I did last night. The friends I thought I could trust, I can't. The person who I thought I could come to when anything happened, I can't do that anymore. I'm left with myself and that's it. I can't talk to anyone, because they already have enough going on, enough to deal with. I'm always willing to be there for everyone else, but it seems like no one is willing to do the same. . I just need someone to talk to, someone who will listen and care and someone that I can trust.
My mom's pissed, because I won't tell her every little detail of my life. and I'm supposed to be focused on schoolwork...what a surprise! I can't keep making so many mistakes. It's all wrong, it's all messed up, and it's all my fault. Everything is so damaged beyond repair, it's never going to be like it was, and I need it to be like it was...if anyone reads this...please pray for me.

I don't even know if this is worth a prayer request, with all the other ones out there...if anything, pray for the people who really need it, I understand that a person is limited in the amount of people they can pray for, and I don't want to take up the space that someone else deserves and needs more than I do.

ill keep you in my prayers. your not taking up space.

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"our selfishness consumes us
until the whole world is not enough
forgive the day that I erased your name
for it's the memory of me that will decay" -As i Lay Dying

No prayer request is to small or unimportant. You are loved by God just as any other and he loves you with a love that endures forever. When you feel sorrow and sadness, go to God and pray. Then pray some more. Read the Bible. I know that right now it seems tough. But it wont always be that way. Things change, circumstances change, and things always look darker before they get resolved.

You will get through this.

Debbie

Know that when things seem so bad and look like they will never be the same, its because God is creating something much better for you.
I will pray for you, and like the others here said. No request is to small.
Hugs and God bless, pickles

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It is in our weakness that God's power is made perfect!