I feel like I failed. I was 5 years abstinent. Sure if I waited I'd find the right person. I thought I had..but I was so wrong. He doesn't even seem to care. Now I have many struggles coming my way. I have very little support. All I keep thinking is why did I allow this to happen. God please forgive and help me.
Hi bluesilence.
We can say a prayer ay....
And lets try and let God turn your despair into joy.
I would like to talk just a bit, before we pray.
I have learnt, that when you meet a negative, (and these are your thoughts at the moment - negative), then it is best to turn that all around into a positive, using the fruits of the spirit.
Rather than thinking you have many struggles coming your way, try thinking that you will soon have 2 beautiful loving blessings coming your way. Because thats what they will be, 2 beautiful blessings from God, and He will help you to look after them.
And remember there is NO condemnation in Christ Jesus, and He will never leave you. Take heart and gain courage and strength from that.
I dont think you can call the gift of twins a failure at all. Wow, that will be amazing! And with God, you will be raising your babies into 2 more children of God
How precious and special you and your babies are. Start loving them now, as Jesus loves you right now. You are His beloved, and so are your babies! Know this in your heart, and dont shut up your love, there are so many reasons right now, while you are growing your beautiful babies, for you to be full of love, so your babies grow in love - rather than failure. Grow them with the fertiliser of God, and that is LOVE. Love Love Love.
Heavenly Father. Hello
Father we lift up bluesilence to You.
Father we ask that you put Your hand into her life always Father, and the life of the 2 beautiful babies that are growing inside her - Your babies Father.
Thankyou for the gift that You have given to bluesilence. Thankyou Father. Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou.
Father we pray in Jesus name that you favour her and her babies with all the blessings of heaven, and that You will guide her steps, and give Your provision for Your plans for her future.
We pray for Your love ,and Your love for her growing baby twins to overwhelm her life, and that You keep them all safe, blessed, loved, and protected from all harm.
Thankyou that you will pour out Your love into their lives always. Always Always Alway.
Thankyou Father for hearing our prayer. And in complete and utter faith we leave this all in Your loving hands.
I love You Father. I love You . I love You.. I love You.
In Jesus name we pray.
Amen
God bless you and your babies indeed bluesilence!