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The majority of the time I feel okay, but sometime the loneliness is overpowering. I don't have much contact with anyone now, no one phones or calls in - there's my mother of course. the last year especially, has been the hardest - such a lonely pregnancy, even gave birth alone, feel so guilty that my sons birth wasn't celebrated by friends and family.
i left a very controlling ex over a year ago, iv'e apologized to friends for going back to him and i'm sure it wasn't nice for them to see everything that was happening but there is no interest now from them now. it would just be nice if someone would ask how i was, or what have you done today or how are the children........
Sometimes i feel like iv'e let my children down. If it wasn't for Jesus I would have gone back to my ex, or worse i would have lost my mind and my children in the process. So although I complaining about feeling lonely I'd rather this compared to what life was like with my ex. Iv'e never asked anyone to pray for me before.
i left a very controlling ex over a year ago, iv'e apologized to friends for going back to him and i'm sure it wasn't nice for them to see everything that was happening but there is no interest now from them now. it would just be nice if someone would ask how i was, or what have you done today or how are the children........
Sometimes i feel like iv'e let my children down. If it wasn't for Jesus I would have gone back to my ex, or worse i would have lost my mind and my children in the process. So although I complaining about feeling lonely I'd rather this compared to what life was like with my ex. Iv'e never asked anyone to pray for me before.