Hi everyone, thank you so much for the prayers and encouragement. It hurt like heck but I'm now starting to be grateful for what happened, cause it has made me stronger in my faith and I am now, more convinced than ever, that our plans are bound to fail. The only way to go is let go. Let God take control. Easier said than done but God always provides strength for us to make it through. At least, that's what He's shown me. I thank the people in chat who helped pray for me and gave me advise too, GalaxyGirl, -puppy- and Harpy. And the rest of the people who took the time to read through this thread and whispered a little prayer. I feel so loved and stronger than before, more dependent on God. I have a long testimony to write and to tell the people (how I was set free from online gaming addiction which was where I started having an online relationship with a non-christian). I should be ashamed of my past lol but God, oh He works through people's lives and even if it hurt, I'm thankful that I can be a testimony to whoever is going through the same. Thank you for the prayers.