I keep hearing in my head I failed you and I argue with God constantly because hes failing if not already has failed my faith, I need confirmation from others and need a prophetic word. Also I am very sick and feeling like I am going to die any minute from the pain and exhaustion, if any of you remember me from my other threads in the past, things are not going well and have not improved too much, if anything things are going horribly wrong and I am losing and have lost faith in God because hes broken me and left me this way.
Apparently there is this soul tie or spiritual tie to this one person named Janet, whom I have speculated who it could be, and all I get from the Holy Spirit is that she is your faith and bla bla bla bunch of lies and stuff and anyways this person is killing me and is encouraging me bad stuff, its all spiritual dont doubt it because today I prayed to get rid of this and that and for maybe five minutes I was free and felt like a weight lifted off me and I was not hearing or seeing voices in my head and so these are real people, this is really God and hes screwing me up.
I remember you, I don't doubt for one second that you're (unfortunately still) involved in a spiritual war. Sorry to hear it's not going any better, but I hate to say there's a good chance in the future that it's not going to get any better. Worse actually. This war doesn't end until Christ returns, right?
You need to understand that God is not in charge here. He gave that to us, we gave it to satan and his minions. In the here and now that's where we sit, the bad guys are running the place. They have the authority, in the here and now.
In the spiritual, Christ has regained that authority. But He's yet to come back and enforce it. That's our job right now, like Deputies enforce the Sherriff's authority. You sir became a Deputy when you confessed and enlisted.
Now, I've always said that you can tell how powerful one might be in that area of enforcement by how hard hell works to hold them under. And the first thing hell's going to do is to cut you off from the source of your authority over them. Sounds like they are doing a hell of a job. But you have to put in your mind that the level to which they fight you, is the level to which you could destroy them. If YOU were to take authority, as God intended and as Christ made possible.
God hasn't abandoned you, nor has He caused your woes. Because He's not in authority to do those things to you. That's between you and the enemy in the Name of Christ. And they've cut you off from Him.
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ll I get from the Holy Spirit is that she is your faith and bla bla bla bunch of lies and stuff". Wow. That's a pretty high and dangerous precipice they've brought you to. Next thing they're going to tempt you with is jumping. Jesus didn't jump. I sure hope and pray you won't. In fact, Jesus lamented the very thing you have here... my Lord why have You forsaken me? It turns out He didn't. And Hasn't.
This is war. They have your supply lines cut off. The question now is, what are you going to do about it?
And remember - the level to which they sink you, is the level to which you could kick their butts in Jesus' Name.