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I want to quit smoking. I don't want to quit smoking. I want to trust God to help me to quit smoking. I'm terrified of the withdraw from quitting. I don't want to yell at hubby or anyone. I don't want to throw stuff in a fit of raging. I'm terrified of quit smoking. I want to quit smoking. I'm tired of being its slave. It's a harsh master. It's frigging EXPENSIVE! I want to quit smoking. NO I DON'T. YES I DO.
God can help me quit smoking. That's a myth. God's not a myth. No quit smoking is a myth.
Get the idea?
Anyway, I am terrified, but God gave me this wonderful moment last night. I actually didn't feel like having a cigarette for a couple of hours. (Doesn't sound big, but is.) I did anyway for sheer freak of the withdraw.
My quit date in Labor Day. (Sept. 7.) My practice week -- when I keep trying, but give myself permission to fail, just to see if I can do it -- is next week.
The one thing I really really need to quit is God. So, prayers that I trust him for something this big. Thanks.
(What? Are you nuts? Now people are going to think you're really going to quit!)
I hate the games my mind has been playing with e over this.
God can help me quit smoking. That's a myth. God's not a myth. No quit smoking is a myth.
Get the idea?
Anyway, I am terrified, but God gave me this wonderful moment last night. I actually didn't feel like having a cigarette for a couple of hours. (Doesn't sound big, but is.) I did anyway for sheer freak of the withdraw.
My quit date in Labor Day. (Sept. 7.) My practice week -- when I keep trying, but give myself permission to fail, just to see if I can do it -- is next week.
The one thing I really really need to quit is God. So, prayers that I trust him for something this big. Thanks.
(What? Are you nuts? Now people are going to think you're really going to quit!)
I hate the games my mind has been playing with e over this.