Prayer Needed Much

As I am getting up and ready to move on with life, my stupidity put me into another situation again but this time, the pain is much more worsen. I don't know how to put them in words nor detailing the story of what had happened. I'm coming face down to plead God to help me out of this pain and brokenness. If you have read my poem on "Broken Vessel" (URL: http://christianchat.com/christian-poems-poetry/122009-broken-vessel.html), I am that vessel it refers to. If you can, please pray for me...

Oh sis - hugs ru OK - dumb question - obviously not - I'll Skype you
Zoii

Stupidity huh? Welcome to the club. Sounds like your human like the rest of us! I'll pray!

Lord we pray bless JustViv, and help to lead a blessed life, in Jesus gracious name,Amen!

God, please bless JustViv and help JustViv to heal. In Jesus name, amen.

I make too much mistakes over the past one and a half months and gotten myself into too much trouble, pain and I don't know how else I could describe except whatever I could spell out in the "Broken Vessel". Though I'm not good with poems but I just find that as a way to bring out whatever that is within me out. To avoid falling into the same trap, I have to take some preventive steps and now, I just have to be strong with it so I won't fall into the pit again. I am right now, managed to move up the first step to get out of the pit.

Please pray for me as this is also disrupting me from doing my assignments and I can't even think how to prepare the sermon I have to preach early Oct. I need lots of prayer and encouragement as well as support.

Who, but the COMFORTOR, can really help solve this? It certainly isn't the internet. It certainly isn't a known TV evangelist...so that leaves the Holy Spirit...uh...the ONE who moves, points to JESUS..heals, touches, encourages, takes your prayer life to a much higher level..even if we do not speak the right words....Where is HE now, in your life? Is HE in the background, or not thought of, or what? Seems if HE were utilized...this prayer request would have already been solved and taken care of, right? Oops..you did seek the Holy Spirit's help and HE did not immediately answer or take on your request? Really? Humm....He does not go on vacation...so perhaps you need to discover HIM all over again, through praise, BIBLE Study and a deep devotional prayer life and He will never fail to show up and make an appearance, one way or another. This causes me to think: "What did real CHRISTIANS do before the internet when they needed a prayer answered?"