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My husband is a combat veteran with severe PTSD, high anxiety, and severe depression. One of his battle buddies is here visiting and has only caused the drinking to get worse. They went to a bar Thursday night and my husband would have never gone had his buddy not been here because he simply doesn't go to bars. They were gone for a very long time and not at the bar he said they were going to and I became extremely worried about my husband given the fact that I know his demeanor with drinking and bars (which is why he doesn't go anymore). We ended up in a huge argument when he got home because he never called me, no courtesy, no respect for me or the kids, nothing. The police had to be called to separate us all for the night and he hasn't been home since, except yesterday to show up for our son's birthday party. Our rent is due on the 8th and he said he will try to pay it but that he doesn't know if he'll have enough. He won't come home, he said, until our oldest children are gone, his 18 year old daughter and my 18 year old son, a senior in high school. I can't turn my back on any of these children and we have our own three year old son and one year old daughter here too. I can't turn my back on them and I won't. These are our children and I feel he needs to grow up and get over his anger toward his daughter for calling the police. That's why he's mad at her. Now he is telling me that he wants to take our three year old son tomorrow and I don't know if he is going to bring him back or not. I don't know if he will take him, not pay rent and let me, the 18 year olds and our one year old daughter go to the streets because of non payment. He won't say he loves me. He says he is confused. Of course I'm sure he is. His battle buddy isn't making it easy on him by being up here in his travel trailer, going to the bars drinking and looking for women and having my husband talking to them for him. It isn't right. He would have never done this before. He would have never gone to a bar without me before anyway unless it was a veteran's meeting. I am terrified and worried that we are all about to hit rock bottom and I don't want any of that to happen. Please pray for our family. we desperately need a miracle from God right now. Thank you in advance
