I feel like there is something wrong with me:(

Hi everyone, I hope everyone is well .

Well as for me? it's hard to say. I feel like I can NEVER be happy and lately it seems as though.. the devil is keeping me back in life. A lot of bad things happen that I've done and every time I try to not think about and move on it's gets reminded in my head and it causing me either to become really angry (Mostly at my Boyfriend) or very guilty and depressed. My boyfriend has even said ("it's like something evil is keeping you from being happy, like you have a spirit inside of you.) Because EVERY DAY I argue with him and bring something up that he has done in the past. Which is causing him to not have peace. We have been arguing a lot and it is putting major stress on him and I do not want anything to happen to him.. this is why I feel like I need to leave him and anyone else I may be a problem to. Please keep me in prayers and I pray for protection. I know I may regret putting my issues online.. but I just need support and peace. I do not know what to anymore..

Psalm 18:28

Thank you so much. I really am happy to hear that from you.

THANK YOU! so much

Blossom, I'm not sure if you'd like advice or just prayer, so I hesitate to say anything. But I'm guessing there is a reason why things from the past keep coming to mind, and it's probably because you haven't fully dealt with them yet. I do think it would benefit you to talk to someone who could help you unravel what is going on with your thoughts and feelings. Perhaps an older lady at church? Or a relative who has a lot of wisdom?

I will pray for you, though. I hope things get better.

Thank you love!! Do not ever hesitate to write me.. because what you have said is exactly what I needed.

Hello Beautiful

I was in a similar situation as you not too long ago. We all have our own battles we face and I'm sorry you're going through this. I know the pain (even the numbness) circumstances like these give us. It sounds to me like you've been hearing a lot of condemnation? Do you feel not good enough, for your boyfriend, family, friends and everyone around you? Do you feel like you're not even good enough for yourself? Hey sister, you're forgiven. Lift your head up. Whatever it was in the past that makes you feel not good enough, here's good news: we'll never be good enough Instead, embrace your freedom again. Jesus doesn't give a darn what happened before, nothing can ever separate you from His love. It sounds to me like you have a wonderful boyfriend who loves you and wants to see you happy and joyful Joy comes from the inside I will pray for you too, for peace and joy to come out of your heart and spread a smile on your face. If you need someone to talk to about this, my inbox is open . <3 Lots of love <3

Abigail

Thank you Beloved!

Psa 27:13 I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD In the land of the living.

Psa 86:5 For You, Lord, are good, and ready to forgive, And abundant in lovingkindness to all who call upon You.

Psa 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble.

Isa 41:13 "For I am the LORD your God, who upholds your right hand, Who says to you, 'Do not fear, I will help you.'

Psa 121:5-8 The LORD is your keeper; The LORD is your shade on your right hand. The sun will not smite you by day, Nor the moon by night. The LORD will protect you from all evil; He will keep your soul. The LORD will guard your going out and your coming in From this time forth and forever.

Jer 29:11 'For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.

Lam 3:21-25 This I recall to my mind, Therefore I have hope. The LORD'S lovingkindnesses indeed never cease, For His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness. "The LORD is my portion," says my soul, "Therefore I have hope in Him." The LORD is good to those who wait for Him, To the person who seeks Him.

Psa 71:5 For You are my hope; O Lord GOD, You are my confidence from my youth.

Jas 4:8 Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.

1Pe 5:6-7 Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.

Psa 55:22 Cast your burden upon the LORD and He will sustain you; He will never allow the righteous to be shaken.

Amen. Thank you so much!! I really love that you took the time out to write this, Be blessed, full of love! Amen

What a colourful and happy name you have, I like it. You know Its the hardest thing to cope with life at times, I too feel very stressed at times because my fiance and long term partner has just had a stroke, im finding im fussing over him and its making me really upset, its stress thats all. So I would say listen to kind advice and really look after yourself. We has humans can worry for to much, and i always think prayer can be an answer and just unloading our minds on here helps. Women can be generally more emotional than men at times, its part of our need to feel wanted. I pray that God is with you, and helps you believe in yourself more, you will realize you are worthy of being loved. So stop worrying ok. I hope its helped just to talk. xx

"Praise the Lord I am fearfully and wonderfully made",there is nothing wrong with you God made you special. You may be going through a lot of spiritual warfare.

Blossom...you have to obey God...ok

Thank you hunn!! I believe this too. But I am Healed in the name of Jesus.