Frustrated

I am really frustrated restless and angry. God is trying to tell me something but I'm having trouble letting go of anger and revenge. I want to get high but money is running out and i'm going home soon and won't have as easy access to medicine to get high on. I keep looking at people instead of God. I want people to give me attention but when God tries to talk to me I don't want to listen I feel so old and I just want to be a kid again.

Selenah... Just want to give you some encouragement in the Lord. The Lord Loves you & has a beautiful plan & purpose for your life. Everyday is a new beginning with the Lord, but you need to take a "stand" & allow yourself to completely surrender your life to the Lord, & Trust Him completely. He see's the things you are struggling with, wanting to get high is only a temporary "fix" that does Not fix anything. Jesus will begin to build a strong foundation in your life, & lead you to live Victoriously in Him. The Lord will give you the Peace & Hope that you are longing for. The world will offer you all kinds of things to temporary medicate you, but just know that Jesus wants to "Fill" that emptiness within you & bring True peace, that is everlasting. Let Him bring His new life within you & learn of His ways, as Jesus promises to never leave you or forsake you, Ever..

Lord, that Selenah would know you in spirit and in truth, and that you would be glorified in her life, I ask that she be delivered of restlessness in Jesus' name. May she now have the peace that surpasses understanding, thank you Faithful Lord!

I'll pray.

Thoughts and prayers. We all have our issues, fighting them is always a challenge. Jesus will lead you through it, if you ask. Thoughts and prayers to you, may your future be blessed.
Brother Dave

It's God's love that will make you see the light, I pray God interventions are upon your life. Amen

Lord let you bless selenah with your grace, let selenah develop your character and let your continual blessings and guidance be with selenah. Lord please hear and bless this prayer request of selenah, in Jesus precious name, Amen!

The Lord said, there's no peace, no rest unto the wicked. Reading what you posted, any wonder you don't feel his peace. We need to get right repent of things, and crucify the flesh, this is something you need to do, if you want to change. I don't agree people should take medication to get high off on, Christ is our meditation that exceeds all the highs of man made chemicals. Lord help her, anger and revenge, is not from you, convict her, and bring her out of the darkness, ty for sharing here I'm sure other's are praying for you, and will reach out to you, REbellion and stubbornness is like witchcraft, if you don't want to listen, then pray, pray and pray, rebuke these unclean spirits sounds like a stronghold on you, and Lord make her your child, and let her feel like one, in Jesus name. Stay in him, you will conquer this, through Christ, for he already won that battle, you must enter into his gates, with Thanksgiving, and into his courts with Praise. Be thankful always.