Alright, here I go.

I don't really discuss this a lot. I know I discussed it in one of my introductions (I think?)...but yeah.
Well, one of my friends died on April 2nd and my Aunt died the same week and we had a funeral for her on her birthday. I couldn't go to my friends because I had things going on that day that I couldn't break away from.

My Nana was already diagnosed with cancer. She also died in October. Still miss her like crazy.
The next day after my Nana died, my Uncle got diagnosed with bone cancer.

We have a caringbridge for him (it's a website for those who are ill and stuff and it's a site for family members and friends to give them support) and it's good news. He went into chemo today and I guess one of his bones are healing. Praise God! And they ran some other tests and there was nothing to be found. Please keep praying for a miracle! He's a father of 2 teen boys as well.

And my friend IMd me today and told me her Uncle just died this morning. He was diagnosed with cancer maybe a month ago I believe. It's sad because we didn't know that he was going to lose his life in such a short time. I didn't know him, but I can relate to my friend. Please pray for her and her family. She's been a Christian for a few months, but she told me that so many people died of cancer in like the past few years that she just wants to stop believing. She was really frustrated and she was thinking of actually just dropping her belief in Him. So I just told her, "Do you think that when you abandon God, he will abandon you? He will never abandon you. Keep loving Him. He doesn't want you to turn your back on Him! He loves you so much. I can't really explain why He lets things happen. I'm not God." I talked to her for a while and she decided to stay.

Sorry that this was kinda long. But yeah.

HE does alllow it to happen, but its the enemy that inflicts us, whether the enemy has rights to it, like if we are walking in disobedience to Gods word? Who knows, only God!

I come against this cancer and tell it to wither up and die in the name of JESUS, and I come against any assignment of the enemy to take out Gods people, and if they dont know the LORD< Father please put YOUR hand upon them and convict them of the HOLY SPIRIT! Father, for those that do know YOU, I declare YOUR word over them, that NO weapon formed against them shall prosper! I stand in the gap for unbelief, and lies of the enemy, bless them Father, in JEsus name amen!

Stick by your friend right now! She needs you.. You are a good messenger of the Lord and be there to remind her of how much He loves her! Life is hard sometimes.. But God is all that's good and it's not His fault that people pass on. And if they pass on from cancer, it is better that they are not suffering anymore. Right? My aunt just died from cancer a little over a year ago, so I understand.

I will pray for your friend. Just stand by her and help keep her strong! You are a good girl.. God bless you and your friend. <3

Yes, I don't blame God for my Nana's cancer.
I know that it was God's perfect timing when she went home to be with Him.
Wow, just saying that made me just cry. Even if I miss her a lot, I know it was God's perfect timing.
I prayed to Him that I want to be with my Nana when she passed away. And He did. I remember staying at the hospital all day and my other set of grandparents came and wanted to bring me and my brother to the cafeteria at the hospital to take a break and to rest a while. My Nana was put on sleeping pills so she can be as comfortable as possible when she passed on. So she basically died in her sleep. But anyways, my Nana's breathing became different and her face turned a different shade. So i didn't want to leave but my mom urged me. So i was at the cafeteria trying to eat, and then i got a text from my mom to ask me if I was almost done. i was like, "no, but i'll be there shortly." i didn't know why she sent me a text but i had a gut feeling that something happened...so i came up and everyone was gathered around her bedside. i sat by her, she was sleeping, but i knew this was the last moments of her life. i held her hand, and the doctors came in and closed the curtain so no one will look in. and as i held her hand, she stopped breathing. i started screaming. and i was like...oh my gosh. it just took me 5 whole minutes to type this.

it really just sunk in right now. she's not here and she's never coming back.
ugh.