Extremely frustrated.

So I struggle with insomnia. Last night I didn't sleep. At all. I didn't even get a 10 minute rest. I went to bed last night, and hours went by, and the next thing I knew it was 7 in the morning. I prayed to God to help me fall asleep, but He obviously didn't, lol.

Don't know if you guys are even going to RESPOND to this, but whatever. It's up to you :]

And I also struggle with PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)...PTSD gets really bad when I'm under stress. Extremely. And college is SO stressful this year. So a few nights ago, I had a dream about my Dad. I started screaming in my sleep, thrashing around, and punching the air. My screaming actually woke me up and I was STILL thrashing around. The dreams usually just consist of my Dad just coming after me and putting his hands on me and whatnot. So please pray for those nightmares to go away. But I've had them since 2003, but wasn't diagnosed until 2007. Thanks.

Hi, I assume that you are a christian. Are you?

Have you come against the spirit of trama? Has your dad molested you? If so have you been able to forgive him?

Sorry for all the questions, but if I know the answers perhaps I can offer advice, and pray more effectively for you.

Blessings!

My dad hasn't molested me. He's been very physically abusive to me.
And it's a hard process forgiving him, but I am honestly working at it.

I have already been molested, but I have forgiven the family member COMPLETELY. But it did take a long time. 7 years i believe.

Thanks for the suggestion. I will be sure to look into it

Lord put YOUR hand upon spinning, and convict her of the HOLY SPIRIT. FAther we come against the spirit of trama and lay it at YOUR feet. Lord we come against abuse, and ask YOU to convict the father that is doing this, and save him! Lord place a hedge of protection around spinning, and seall it with the blood of JESUS , we say NO weapon formed against her shall prosper in JESUS name! we declare that word over her! wash her in YOUR blood JESUS and put the full armor of God upon her. bless her LORD, with sleep, we annoint her sleep with the blood of JESUS, we pray over her dreams, that they are only from You LORD! Lord bless her mind, her brain, that college comes easy, and that YOU give her the answers. for thru YOU all things are possible, we pray in JEsus name amen

Thank you so much!
I didn't get any sleep last night either though.
So I've been up for 48 hours. But thankfully I was able to take a little nap here and there
But still very exhausted.

But now that I've read the prayer, I think I'm gonna have an amazing rest tonight!
Thanks :]

Thanks for the encouragement!
I do go to a counselor and a doctor. And they've given me sleeping pills. However, the sleeping pills ran out early and the people at the Pharmacy wouldn't fill it up again because it was too soon.

So yeah. But thankfully I took benodryl last night just to fall asleep and I had an AMAZING rest
Oh my gosh, it felt soooo good. hahah.
But then I woke up early and couldn't go back to sleep.
But I am so glad that I got to sleep for the whole night.
Thanks guys for all your prayers<3
LOVE YOU!

PS. No more red eyes! My eyes were literally BLOOD SHOT for these past 2 days. I looked like a mess!

hey,

i too, struggle with ptsd. so i really can relate to what you're going through.
if you would like to talk, i would be happy to