Need prayer

Hello brothers/sisters my name ia Kamisha I'm 23 years old with a 5 year old son. I have been in a relationship with his father since i was 16 years old what i thought was almost perfect then is horrible now i get put through hell everyday with this man in front of my son and i know its not healthy for my son to see this but its like the hardest thing in the world to walk away i prayed and i ask God to give me a easy way out but i really dont know if its is working i dont know if maybe i messed up some many times with the Lord that he is giving up on me i really dont know what to do please pray for me.

Please, use periods. I had a lot of trouble reading this, as will others, and this may prevent you from getting the help you seek. It may seem trivial, but the more clear you are, the more people will read and have something to offer you.

You are not clear on what's going on. 'Put through hell' doesn't really explain what you're going through. You could mean 'he makes me clean the house every day' and are just spoiled. Or it could be you are being hit regularly, and therefore have a genuine reason for that statement.

But i can tell you that God isn't giving up on you. You made a choice. This is the consequence of that choice. Reaping what you sow is not the same as God giving up on you. But you're young, the story of your life isn't over. Don't view your circumstances as 'this is who i am, this is all my life will ever be'. Instead view them as 'this is a season of my life, and seasons change'.
You have made it this far, so you are surviving, even if it is tough.
We all want the 'easy way out', but that is often not how life, or sometimes even God, works. The things most worth having are the things you work the hardest for. So stop looking for the easy way out, and start looking for the Right way out, even if it's not easy. You do your part, and trust God will take care of the rest.

Kamisha, Jesus will never give up on you! if that man isn't your husband then he has to go!!!

Gracious Father, we ask that you strengthen Kamisha by your Holy Spirit to guide and protect her as seeks a life that glorifies you and allows her to raise up a godly son. Father, place your child into a God loving family that will help support her and grow in the grace and knowledge of the Lord. Help her to know who she is in Jesus,

amen

Thank you so much for your prayer.

When i say put through hell i mean he has put his hands on me but mostly its verbal abuse he doesnt trust me im a hoe im a b***h i have been with him since i was 16 i made one mistake being young trying to get revenge on him and now he puts me through hell i work to take care of all of use i work very hard and all night he calls me trying to argue or disrespect me any way he can its like he doesnt want to be in a relationship but when i try to leave he he makes it hard dirty up my home yell at me tell my son to call me words i called the police before but he knows where i work and he always says he will come and get me fired so its like no easy way out i just want a simple quite way put of this and i pray about all the time. I dont know what i have sowed that could make my punishment so horrible

Aw Misha, we all can use a do over, fortunately Jesus is the master of do overs.

I pray that Jesus will show you through this time, if your husband is being
physically abusive, then you need to get out of that situation to protect
both you and your son.

If verbal, then only you know how much you can take and what is being said, but
even verbal abuse will affect your son in later life.

If it's that bad, then you need to walk out, Jesus never intended marriage to be
a prison sentence.

If you keep following the Lord, he will show you the way out.

Lord we pray for misha, let you protect and bless the family, including the son, and father. Lord let this evil act stop and misha be able to lead a good and healthy life. bring changes in her hushand for your glory, bless misha's, son, and husband, yes Lord, let all the evil be gone, and let there be peace, and joy, in Jesus name, Amen!