I need help, and prayers ...you see i fear that a demon curse has fallen upon me and that there is nothing "short of a miracle" that i can do to save myself.
I went to my local priest last week, we went into the confessional box "something i have not done in a very long time" i told him of my sins all of them .....i swear it!
I told him that i was worried about the health of my soul, and i asked for his blessing so that i may have salvation. After i confessed....He told me the most horrible thing i have ever heard.....he said that my soul was damned to be incinerated by the flames of hell for all eternity and that i could not be saved. He cited Revelations 21:8
i believe....
I was of course horrified.... i felt as if a black cloak had been placed over me.... I began to beg for his mercy but all he said to me was "rot in hell ....only satan can show you mercy now" He also told me that he would pray for the demons to be cleansed from my soul, but that it was useless because christ almighty was forbidden to forgive "people who work for satan" . He told me never to return to his church....or any other house of god!
I am so scared....
The sins i told him included, using the lords name in vain, i have committed many blasphemies... Sloth, gluttony, and i confessed that i have been a most wicked liar ...including lying to the church and god for almost my entire existance. I could tell he was sickened by this....
What can i do short of an audience with the pope to save myself? I have wealth....Could i pay money to the church for their blessings?
I fear that there is no way to fix this and that i must begin the long horrid process of preparing my soul for this dark fate.
I pray for forgiveness every hour.....I Beg of you....Please.....pray for me....and is there anyway you know of, that i can use to save myself?
All suggestion might help....
God forgive me....
I went to my local priest last week, we went into the confessional box "something i have not done in a very long time" i told him of my sins all of them .....i swear it!
I told him that i was worried about the health of my soul, and i asked for his blessing so that i may have salvation. After i confessed....He told me the most horrible thing i have ever heard.....he said that my soul was damned to be incinerated by the flames of hell for all eternity and that i could not be saved. He cited Revelations 21:8
i believe....
I was of course horrified.... i felt as if a black cloak had been placed over me.... I began to beg for his mercy but all he said to me was "rot in hell ....only satan can show you mercy now" He also told me that he would pray for the demons to be cleansed from my soul, but that it was useless because christ almighty was forbidden to forgive "people who work for satan" . He told me never to return to his church....or any other house of god!
I am so scared....
The sins i told him included, using the lords name in vain, i have committed many blasphemies... Sloth, gluttony, and i confessed that i have been a most wicked liar ...including lying to the church and god for almost my entire existance. I could tell he was sickened by this....
What can i do short of an audience with the pope to save myself? I have wealth....Could i pay money to the church for their blessings?
I fear that there is no way to fix this and that i must begin the long horrid process of preparing my soul for this dark fate.
I pray for forgiveness every hour.....I Beg of you....Please.....pray for me....and is there anyway you know of, that i can use to save myself?
All suggestion might help....
God forgive me....