Lynn, you are the strongest woman I know. A very supportive and caring wife. I give praise to God for bringing you into this world who serves as an inspiration to others who is in the same situation that you are in now. May God give you strength, resilience and grace. Don't you worry I know God will be with you and your husband until this your husband gets well. One day you will look back and realize how you manage to do this all and you will know that it is all because of God.