sinned against the whole church

Hello, needing prayer because i have a problem with tearing down others and being judgemental and being a fault finder. I sinned against everyone in my church secretly in my heart. I have been repenting of this but should i seek a new church? I feel so bad in church now and i know we reap what we sow and i dont have fellowship with the brethren because of my sin. 3

Prayers sent. Stay in the word. Sounds maybe pride. You have to see yourself as an equal as they are with sin also.

Hopeful, Just know that in the Lord, we have redemption for our sins & His mercies are new every morning. You may have made some mistakes & now feel the pain of it, but the Lord's mercies are "new every morning" You can begin fresh & new right now, as you come before the Lord humbly, He is faithful to make all things new. Spend time with the Lord daily, in the word, as this is crucial for growing & becoming strong in the Lord. Abide in the Lord & His Goodness & He will bring you Joy & peace in all area's of your life. I couldn't really say whether or not you should seek a new church or not, but the Lord is faithful & He will guide you in that area. One thing I do know for sure, is that as Christians, the Lord has called us to walk in Love towards others. This isn't always easy of course, especially when we encounter difficult people in our lives, but as we spend time with the Lord & learn of His ways , loving others becomes easier. Allowing the love of the Lord to shine through you, to others. Lord Jesus, I lift up Hopeful to you in prayer, that you would pour your love & grace upon her life. Strengthen her in every area of her life & help her to grow strong with a body of believers in her church. Help her to keep her eyes upon you at all times, so that she can grow strong in her faith. In Jesus name...

If your sin was limited to thoughts you had regarding your church, then I don't know why you should have to leave it.

Lord we pray that let you help to forgive one another, specially others to forgive Hopeful_1, and remove every bitterness, from the heart, bless them all and make this church members and Hopeful_1 grow in you. Lord Bless Hopeful_1 with your peace, and comfort, and bless him, to play an important role in this church, and take some responsibility, yes Lord for your glory and kingdom, Lord please bless Hopeful_1, in Jesus name, Amen!

Looks like today is a good day to change that. If you really think you have been doing all that, why not do a direct apology to them? If they are real Christians they will accept it and forget it ever happened.

Pray that you my have more love.You can also be a soul winner because if you bring people to Christ you will develop love and protect rather than tearing them down.