Going through a divorce is like mourning the death of someone you loved

I need major strength today. On my knees just praying for peace to cover me and this depression to pass. I desire the marriage God had planned and it breaks my heart my husband didn't feel the same way. I don't like giving up. Especially when you love someone so much but I have no other choice. Repeated cheater and he isn't remorseful for what he's done and isn't trying to be the man God called him to be.

So glad I am about to go to church and just worship our Lord. I pray for my husband to reach the point where he has no other option but to reach out for God.

Holy Father, please comfort this dear sister in Christ. Let her feel Your Presence today, and let her know that she is NOT alone. In Jesus Name I pray.

I can fee the sadness and depression from your post. What you are going through is horrible. I am praying that God lifts the cloud of depression hovering over you to alleviate the sadness. He will light the path you need to take to enable you to move forward in your life. God Bless You.

My spirit turned somersaults when i read that WOW,that decapitated 4 or 5 demons right there.

Good girl!
That warrior has courage.
Fight the good fight. Stay with Jesus. Hold on to HIM. Let the world be damned.

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well, i have a theory. God loves marriage but He is a jealous god. gave us marriage temporarily, but there will be no giving or taking of marriage in heaven, no matter how cutesy we paint it here. face it, your marry have KIDS/souls for God. He gets souls for heaven, you've served Him well. He would rather we enjoy marriage but we forget marriage is lifelong. we got greedy and selfish lost empathy for family member's feeling or needs. this happened slowly over decades as so we didnt notice the impact. so it became a acceptable"irreconcilable differences" behavior. like paul, we can re-learn love, married to the church, christ is our remarriage. humans can be disappointing. i pray your pain stops, God replaces your depression with peace, your husband hears, turns, and serves well.

Lord please bless Lady_Red, change her husband, and make him faithful to her wife, bless them Lord, and let you be glorified in this marriage, in Jesus name, Amen!