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I ask that everyone please pray for me. It seems as though the scars of my past continue to haunt me. My past is filled with many traumatic events. I was abandoned, abused mentally, emotionally, and physically. My own mother gave me up, my grandmother drugged me to the point of almost being brain dead. The doctors thought I was mentally retarded. I was taken by the state and adopted. My adopted parents treated me ok at first. However, after a while they spoke harshly to me calling me worthless, good for nothing, and I'd wind up living under a bridge. They were Christians to beat it all too. All my life I've been treated badly and that no matter what I do it's never good enough.
Now that I'm saved my mind is trying to transition into the love of Jesus. I am trying to stop the thinking of if I do something wrong I'll be abandoned again. My chains of the past seem to be very strong. Pray that my chains and scars of my past be lifted. Thank you my dearest family.
Now that I'm saved my mind is trying to transition into the love of Jesus. I am trying to stop the thinking of if I do something wrong I'll be abandoned again. My chains of the past seem to be very strong. Pray that my chains and scars of my past be lifted. Thank you my dearest family.