So, I hate praying for myself or asking others to, but I'm terrified.
My doctor says I might have lung cancer again. We will know for sure tomorrow. The thing is, I don't think I have enough fight to do this again. I hate hospitals I don't want to step foot in one again...
We don't have enough money for the medical bills...
I just cant do cancer again. Please pray...
I know that sometimes the answer to prayers are no, and that happens for a reason and no matter what happens His plan is always larger than mine, but I'm scared >. <
The Lord is our peace and strength. The gift of life, whether long or short is such a beautiful thing.
We will never know why things come and go the way they do, but the cross tells us, He loves us
through it. So being still knowing He is God, is wisdom enough.
With all the problems on this earth and in life, sometimes to know you will be with the Lord
is blessing enough. To bring peace to people, to accept what we are given, and understand
that is enough, because eternity is there before us, that never ends.
This is why Stephen said, "I see Jesus at the right hand of the Father."
None of us know what tomorrow might bring, so young sister, take heart that the Lord
has shined His love into your heart and you are His. I pray you may know the touch of
His Holy Spirit tonight and He might lift your fear and worries about your future from you,
Amen.