i need prayer

My name is Naomi. I need Jesus but I just don't believe and don't have faith. I've prayed the prayer of salvation. I've tried to pray again too. I'de also like to add that I've done research; I'm terrified to convert. Here's the situation on my life its going to get personal so i'm sorry to those that this is about. I live with my parents. I live with my brother, my sister, and my brothers gf. My relationship with my brother was always humorous we got along. Now its crap. My sister and i share ingenuity. My brothers gf is always here and I straight up don't like her and its been 5 years! My mom and I get along but still there is some sadness or dissapointment. My dad and I get along but still distanced as well. Now some things I notice. My mom is optimistic calm and very reserved but in a good way. She is awesome and hardworking. My dad works hard and is very reserved but handles things well and lately he's been letting his guard down. My brother he is rational logical and deals his emotions well.. Hes always there for his gf and cares about her. He cares about money too. My sister is funny. My sister despite bad people she still is humble and p very nice and caring. My brothers gf is always bright and cares a and tries to have good relationships with the family and brothers gf. My brothers gf is always bright and cares about money. I think she cares about my brother too. She's responsive to and for her family. My family has been through a lot in their own lives and me a bit too. I will not discredit the hard times or give away that information here. I am still in highschool and will be done in three months. After that I have no plans other than to work for money and go to college. Honest I don't see a future. But though I feel like I can't or it'd be too hard or a form of abandonement I want to leave this house. Let me add that I have no friendships and my mind feels very unclear . Its been difficult getting any tasks done. But I don't want to be this way anymore. I understand I'm a sinner and I've tried to forgive but I myself haven't asked for forgiveness. I also want to mention something. Everywhere I'm at I hear these noises and others hear it too so its not completely mental illness. The noises sounds and feels its like for getting attention. "I'm right here". I call them demons what else could it be but long story short they follow me wherever I go and my prayer doesn't get rid of them so I ask for you all that care enough for this to please pray for me. I really don't want to be clouded by the "noises" anymore. There is so much more to this than I can type but with what I've given I ask for prayer please pray for me and my family and for the evil to please leave from me and my family and this home.

I believe that living in that crowded house is stifling your spirit. Things will probably improve once you are able to leave. If you have prayed the prayer of salvation than you are saved, despite what you are feeling or your emotions are telling you. I have prayed for God to remove the noise that is surrounding you and to give you a sense of peace and calm. Welcome to CC.

Prayers sent God is GOOD

Hello Naomi,
Prayers are sent your way!
The fact that you recognize you are a sinner is a very big step!
Many Christians have doubt, I actually went through a large period of my life when I doubted, and I still do. One of the most untrue things (I believe) That is said is that Christians don't doubt. Even the "strongest believers" have doubted more than once. Your situation can't be easy and I can't say I understand, because truth be told I do not understand. But, I am praying that the LORD works His way into your heart and that you open your heart to let Him in, because I can tell you that He wants you Naomi. He wants a close relationship with His beloved child.
God bless you sweetie

Hi and welcome to CC. There is a lot of good advice here for you, and your circumstances have touched a few peoples hearts. The sinners prayer is OK but the real power comes from relationship with Jesus. You have a good relationship with your family I can see that and you show that you care about them all. Jesus wants to meet you person to person that is the upshot of the gospel, the gospel message is; "Accept what Christ Jesus did for you (died for your sin so you don't have to) and believe in Him", and then be baptised to show your commitment to His commands.

This is what brings us into a real relationship with God through Jesus. It is the same relationship God had with Adam before the fall, when He walked and talked with him "in the cool of the evening" in the garden. Jesus lives inside us by His Spirit and guides, talks, and comes along side us, He leads us and teaches us and it is real, not airy fairy and wishy washy.

Go to a quiet place and make up your mind and heart to wait on Jesus. Ask Him to come to you and make his home within you, it is a bit like the sinners prayer but the next step, as it were. In your mind's eye go and find the cross and kneel at the foot of it, in your minds eye wait there for Jesus. Set your heart to wait, set your mind and with all your strength wait on Jesus.

You will never be the same again. God bless.