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Im alright, except the frequent occurances of unpleasent dreams. It's been hard to sleep especially for these two weeks.I delay sleep because I know what usually happens, yet I always feel tired/ fatigued which unfortunately leads to oversleeping when I do lay down.
All I really do now is work, not really go out and do anything.work is the same daily. I appreciate it but its not fulfilling.
I still try and pray although I've been spiritual attacked for 3 months. Having thoughts not my own which led to me slipping upon speech and feeling confused.my mom helped me a little bit but she's not one I feel I could tell everything that's going on. Afterward I even saw a principality say ' I got what I wanted but ill leave you alone for a couple months this left me lacking joy. Feeling a lack protection and that my prayers aren't heard of the lord. I heard a still voice say in my recent dream
' pray against it, do everything you can'.
I'm still trying to stay in this Christian walk. But it definitely got hard. All i wanted was to go to heaven. Now im not sure what to do wth myself.
All I really do now is work, not really go out and do anything.work is the same daily. I appreciate it but its not fulfilling.
I still try and pray although I've been spiritual attacked for 3 months. Having thoughts not my own which led to me slipping upon speech and feeling confused.my mom helped me a little bit but she's not one I feel I could tell everything that's going on. Afterward I even saw a principality say ' I got what I wanted but ill leave you alone for a couple months this left me lacking joy. Feeling a lack protection and that my prayers aren't heard of the lord. I heard a still voice say in my recent dream
' pray against it, do everything you can'.
I'm still trying to stay in this Christian walk. But it definitely got hard. All i wanted was to go to heaven. Now im not sure what to do wth myself.