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Hello everyone,
I am new to christian chat.
Normally i would not do this kind of thing but i could really use from prayer from my brothers and sisters in the lord.
Let me give you my back story.
I am 26 years old single guy. I live with my parents to save money and help them out. I am working on getting my masters in biblical counseling. I also serve at my local church and i also have a good paying job where i get to work from home but it is very stressful currently. I have normally been a very happy person most of my life. But as of late i have been been really depressed as of late.
I am a very anxious person in general, and can get depressed easily but i have always been able to snap out of it pretty quick.
About 4 months ago i decided to make a big change in my life. I have never dated before, i have always wanted too but i have never been able to find the right person and also i have been really scared to do so. I have really wanting to find that special someone that God has for me. But being a small church where there is not really alot of singles and not having alot of time to go out and meet new people it gets kinda tough. So i decided to start online dating. Which at first i was super excited about. I started talking to girls and was having a great time. I finally went out on my first date ever with this one girl and was SUPER nervous and excited at the same time. Well the date did not go very well. It was super awkward. I did not end up having a fun time.
After the date i was thinking to my self. Why did i get myself worked up about this? It no big deal. I will just find another person and try again. Literally the next day i woke up and felt kinda funny. At first i thought i was just tired so went on with my day. But then sunday morning before church i woke up super scared. It was a fear of everything. After church i rushed home so i could get in my room.
Every since then nothing excites me anymore. I dont even feel real anymore. I cant even concentrate on anything anymore. Im scared over everything. I dont care about anyting anymore I try to put on a happy face for everyone and it can be super tough. I have been trying so many things to help me snap out of this and nothing works. Now my mind races all the time. I cant stop think about my life. I feel like life is passing me by and im accomplishing nothing. All i can ever think about is my death and my fear of being in heaven (I know that sounds really weird). I just want to be happy again.
I have been praying alot about this and still have not found any relief yet. If you all could pray for me that would be SUPER AWESOME.
Thanks
Vine1989
I am new to christian chat.
Normally i would not do this kind of thing but i could really use from prayer from my brothers and sisters in the lord.
Let me give you my back story.
I am 26 years old single guy. I live with my parents to save money and help them out. I am working on getting my masters in biblical counseling. I also serve at my local church and i also have a good paying job where i get to work from home but it is very stressful currently. I have normally been a very happy person most of my life. But as of late i have been been really depressed as of late.
I am a very anxious person in general, and can get depressed easily but i have always been able to snap out of it pretty quick.
About 4 months ago i decided to make a big change in my life. I have never dated before, i have always wanted too but i have never been able to find the right person and also i have been really scared to do so. I have really wanting to find that special someone that God has for me. But being a small church where there is not really alot of singles and not having alot of time to go out and meet new people it gets kinda tough. So i decided to start online dating. Which at first i was super excited about. I started talking to girls and was having a great time. I finally went out on my first date ever with this one girl and was SUPER nervous and excited at the same time. Well the date did not go very well. It was super awkward. I did not end up having a fun time.
After the date i was thinking to my self. Why did i get myself worked up about this? It no big deal. I will just find another person and try again. Literally the next day i woke up and felt kinda funny. At first i thought i was just tired so went on with my day. But then sunday morning before church i woke up super scared. It was a fear of everything. After church i rushed home so i could get in my room.
Every since then nothing excites me anymore. I dont even feel real anymore. I cant even concentrate on anything anymore. Im scared over everything. I dont care about anyting anymore I try to put on a happy face for everyone and it can be super tough. I have been trying so many things to help me snap out of this and nothing works. Now my mind races all the time. I cant stop think about my life. I feel like life is passing me by and im accomplishing nothing. All i can ever think about is my death and my fear of being in heaven (I know that sounds really weird). I just want to be happy again.
I have been praying alot about this and still have not found any relief yet. If you all could pray for me that would be SUPER AWESOME.
Thanks
Vine1989