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Please keep me up in prayer as i have feared my loss of salvation through my backsliding sin i have confessed the lord and savior afterwards, and my rebellion as well as any other sin. i just hope i am not wasted away i am more depressed and feel the sense that the wrath of god is poured on me and he has forgotten me, now i started a fast for 7 days and to become closer to god i ask for a spirit of discernment however, i do not know what is from god and what isnt as i have read a few scriptures which condemn my behaviors about sexual sin and that i have rebelled, but also i have read scriptures on how god is telling me not to be afraid or ashamed.. Isaiah 52:14. I dont know if this is from the evil spirits inside me as they manifest in the eyes also.. i dont know what to do as i have once felt like i was in his prescence but the enemy tears me away from that. I have even went through deliverance sessions where they keep manifesting and coming out... is this the power of god operating in my life that he has never left me or forsaken me? Please answer, pray and help me i dont want to doubt God