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Please pray for me. I feel selfish for requesting prayer for myself but I really need this. Please pray for my sleep. I can't sleep at night I'm up crazy hours and for no reason. I also keep telling myself every week that I will find a church where I'm living now but I keep focusing only on school and pushing it off because I am afraid that the church will reject me or I will mess it up. The last church I belonged to did not bring fond memories I am not saying it's an excuse to not attend church but I just can't stop thinking about how the last church experience turned out and it causes me to feel like I can't put myself in that position again. I know God wants me to go to church though so please pray I will have the strength. I just have no hope in it right now.