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Hello everyone.
I've been struggling quite a lot recently. I've been sinning quite a bit, but I finally feel like I have sorted things out. Hopefully this can continue as I already feel better in myself, knowing I have controlled my temptations.
However there is something in the back of my mind that plagues my thoughts everyday. It's something I unfortunately cannot share with you all, but it is something that I feel I need support on. Sometimes I'm going about my usual business and this certain something hits me again, it makes me feel terribly down and upset.
I've had many battles with sin in the past, so much to the point that I feel I have abused Jesus and his love for me. I must have asked for forgiveness countless times. It worries me sometimes that he may have stopped caring by now. I know that isn't probably true but I can't stop that popping up in my head. I worry too that I will be punished severely and that terrifies me.
So I kindly ask for your prayers and support. Please pray that I will be given peace of mind and perhaps a form of reassurance that things can get better.
Thanks everyone, God bless
I've been struggling quite a lot recently. I've been sinning quite a bit, but I finally feel like I have sorted things out. Hopefully this can continue as I already feel better in myself, knowing I have controlled my temptations.
However there is something in the back of my mind that plagues my thoughts everyday. It's something I unfortunately cannot share with you all, but it is something that I feel I need support on. Sometimes I'm going about my usual business and this certain something hits me again, it makes me feel terribly down and upset.
I've had many battles with sin in the past, so much to the point that I feel I have abused Jesus and his love for me. I must have asked for forgiveness countless times. It worries me sometimes that he may have stopped caring by now. I know that isn't probably true but I can't stop that popping up in my head. I worry too that I will be punished severely and that terrifies me.
So I kindly ask for your prayers and support. Please pray that I will be given peace of mind and perhaps a form of reassurance that things can get better.
Thanks everyone, God bless