Christmas Eve tonight and I feel so alone

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PrincessLOVE23

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Hello! It's been almost a week since I last contacted my bf and almost a month ever since he blocked me on fb and everywhere else coz He got mad with me etc.. I feel so sad and lonely tonight I'm doing my best not to hold any anger in my heart I know I should endure and let the time till everythings calm down but I am weak, tired and I think cannot endure much longer. I just want to be free from this prison. I would rather have my bf tell me to disappear forever than be blocked away without saying anything aside from stop calling and being clingy..

I have prayed for my relationship but I am so down and weak, I cannot hold on any longer. I dunno what else to do :( . I feel like im battling mentally aswell. pls pray for me and him. Ive been constant with my prayer but i am really weak emotionally now.

I do pray in the almightly that tonight on Christmas eve there well be restoration of relationship From everyone who loves each other including mine and two of my friends..
I cannot hold the weight of the burden but to be strong as much as I can.
 
levi85

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Lord please bless PrincessLOVE23, in Jesus name, Amen!
 
Tinkerbell725

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While you are feeling so down, who knows he is now happy with someone else. Move on because if he really wants your relationship to work, you should have known by now. Communication breakdown is the end of the relationship. You have lost the connection and it's not easy to bring it back specially if you are only the one who wants it. Praying that you feel better soon.
 
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PrincessLOVE23

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well the reason why i am not trying to move on or do anything follishly is because we haven't broken up. I know him and when he does want to break up he would say it. I dunno what else to say it, he is a christian aswell and I dont want to act in a very un christian way moving on without even trully finding a way if we really do have broken up. coz for all I know he had told me many times he would tell me if he did. I have asked many times on what to do prayed on what to do and for all I can feel I have to endure untill Christmas. Untill such time I will be the one to send him the mesaage. He is not a cheatsr though and I wouldnt want to put doubts in my heart as it is not from the Lord and he also told me many times that he doesnt like to cheat and he would rather break it off if he doesnt love the person but in the since he told me many times that he only wanted me and etc. I dunno it doesnt even matter to me but I just dont wanr t to entertain the fact of holding such negative thoughts on him... He clearly blocked me off referring to me as a rude for not respectiong his time.i dunno what else to say
 
Tinkerbell725

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PrincessLOVE23 said:
well the reason why i am not trying to move on or do anything follishly is because we haven't broken up. I know him and when he does want to break up he would say it. I dunno what else to say it, he is a christian aswell and I dont want to act in a very un christian way moving on without even trully finding a way if we really do have broken up. coz for all I know he had told me many times he would tell me if he did. I have asked many times on what to do prayed on what to do and for all I can feel I have to endure untill Christmas. Untill such time I will be the one to send him the mesaage. He is not a cheatsr though and I wouldnt want to put doubts in my heart as it is not from the Lord and he also told me many times that he doesnt like to cheat and he would rather break it off if he doesnt love the person but in the since he told me many times that he only wanted me and etc. I dunno it doesnt even matter to me but I just dont wanr t to entertain the fact of holding such negative thoughts on him... He clearly blocked me off referring to me as a rude for not respectiong his time.i dunno what else to say
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He kept you hanging for a month. That's just too long. I know men need space but 1 month is too much space. Unless he is putting you on reserve just in case someone he replaced you with does not workout. I also had a relationship with no closure but I was the one who blocked him because he did something. It's not easy but I just considered the no closure as closure itself.
 
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PrincessLOVE23

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he has an introvert personality before this happened a year ago he was like this for 2 months although we talk all the time he would jsut talk to me when he is about to sleep and he doesnt want to talk or deal with anything during that time, but i endured and told him whatever he is dealing with ill with stick with him all through out. we had this issue since sept. he has some problems and when he doesn he wants to be left alone and play video games and every time we argue he would hang yup but it became a habit on sept. that i would call nonstop till he blocks me. he had blocked me many times the longest was 4 days. but he talked to me after a week. but everytime he would eventually block me or warn me he would if i keep calling him and I did and he blocked me that last time. i used my relatives account to chat which he eventually blocled when I tried resching to him a few times. I dunno what else to tell him now. I want to let go but at the same time i want to be able to talk ... I just know him and knew he is not like this person and it breaks my heart that he is treating me so bad.
 
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PrincessLOVE23

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oh thanks for the reply thinker i just received a text from him earlier..
 
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praying now.
 
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PrincessLOVE23

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sorry wasn't able to respond, Praise the Lord it has been fixed and everything's good. God had told me about that passaged in thessalonians to depend on my heart and somehow I felt like I needed to be patient till Christmas eve, Thank you all for your lovely response, I know we all had diff. experiences in Life. :) and we can all simply give advice and pray and we knew people we have in our lives better. :) but above all God knows things and so prayer is the best way to communicate. :) I hope and pray you had a great Christmas :)
 
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