Prayers for Rods health

I would give anything to help my husband but I know it's all to real.

JOHN 11:4

When he heard this, Jesus said, "This sickness will not end in death. No, it is for God's glory so that God's Son may be glorified through it."

The power of Life and Death is in Our Tongue.

Remember who our God is!
The God of All POSSIBILITIES.
he SPEAKS WHAT HE WANTS TO SEE,
So i encourage u you Boldly confess and Declare the word of FAITH towards this issue,
It takes the same strength to Worry/fear and to Have FAITH.

Thanks for your words of encouragement much appreciated, I need lots of positively words. And the Lord Jesus is speaking. Thank you for putting all negative thoughts aside in my head. Amen

You're asking her to name and claim healing for Rod. We need to be real here, there's a chance that He may not heal Rod. If He doesn't, Rod will be going to a much better place. But if He DOES heal Rod, both he and Happy will have their faith strengthened because of this ordeal..

Thank you for being real, I know my posts are abit long, its just my way of talking to myself. Rod is still here and does try very hard. Its only anxiety when I write. I myself have to be very alert to not being false in my thoughts due to my illness. But thanks just for being responsive to anyone that answers my posts.

Thanks Lynn, and Rod knows he's not well and still ask questions about how others see him. I think his determination is apparent. As for Accepting his illness I don't think he fully has yet. Only time will tell.

My brain is so tired and slow, I'm trying hard to deal with Rods illness. He's been peeing alot and been on antibiotics. but he hasn't got an infection . the doc thinks it could be enlarged prostate, I'm so fed up because Rod wants to travel to portsmouth for a visit, but I know he's struggles. It is a weird place to be because he talks about not having a long life and tries to fit everything in. I so wish I was stronger in my mind. I cry alot and my feet are like led weights. I wish I could relax, but I just can't think fast even for Rod.Rod calls me selfish for not wanting to travel. so far we have been to scotland Wales Cornwall, in a matter of a few weeks. I would give anything not to feel pressure in my head.

I know I'm getting worked up , but I also know Rods is up and down, I'm not good to anyone, I don't accept Anyone to understand. my brain is very in a state of its own. I look at Rod and I know why he's a mam that hates living where we do, he wants to drive all over. Its like he knows he's going down hill.

Of course he knows he's getting worse. He's facing reality, Happy. If he has a list of things he wants to do before he returns "home", then help him do them as he is able to..

Rod is so uptight today, and he's very aggressive about everything. They are doing roof work next door he going on and on. It's hard. I feel controlled. Everything is mad. I'm trying so hard. I hate confusion and conflict

That's because he's angry, confused, and frustrated. He knows he's dying and that's alot for him to process..

The doc gave him antibiotics for his weeing he's still peeing and like mad

That kind of makes sense. His entire body is infected..

If he wants to travel to Portsmouth tomorrow I'll just have to go with him. It's very stressful time for him and myself, he will be stopping the car for pees alot its 300miles one way. But this is what he's like.

I can't believe they are drilling next-door putting up scaffolding. Its a big job new roof coming. Rods exhausted. This will make him poorly and angry. Everything is happening. We are just doomed to live life in hell.

Despite the peace and quiet that you and Rod should have right now, unfortunately the world keeps turning and life around you still goes on.. I know it's hard.. hugs..

Thank you for answering my messages. Im grateful then I don't feel so alone. I know I'm not myself with all these posts. Its like anxiety attacks and it helps me to talk on here. I feel very overwhelmed by how Rod goes on about things. I know him so well. He doesn't have a clue sometimes about how his personality affects me. I have schizophrenia and its hard at times. I think like a child does at times and that means I hate conflict.

No one expects you to be yourself right now. You and Rod are dealing with alot right now. You both have health issues, you're both worried about each other. I'm sure Rod is scared of what will happen to you when he's gone.. I know you feel like you're being tossed every which way but loose, but just remember that God is in control of this storm, and He will get you through.

I feel so much friction between us, and the feeling of death around us. Rods very in his own world and talks about seeing smoke around his arms when he's thinking about being cremated. I can't believe this is real, but it's like he's given up and it's making him like a mad maniac wanting to do things. I'm not comfortable at all. I need God. Rods not eating and keeps showing me his weight loss. I dreamt about him. Loosing his mind before all this happened. I'm trying hard to not get In arguments, but my way of thinking is clearer than his. I really need God to support my mind. He seems to have lost that ability to be loving and kind. He talks about me getting another partner and saying the dog will have a new dad. It's breaking my heart just everyday, he talks to me with alot of attitude. I know I can only relay on God and try my best to deal with it all. Seeing someone you think about so poorly affects your mind. I feel so upset when he goes haywire about things. I can't answer him.