Rods my partner and he's very unwell. I guess I try to understand and put my faith in God. It seems he's very weak and not eating properly. He's lost weight and always freezing cold. He's on blood thinner for his stroke. I'm getting really upset by all the prayers I'm asking. Its cold here and he looks poorly. But he tries hard
I feel guilty being so well and seeing him suffer. Its hard knowing he won't see a doctor. Finding it hard knowing the truth. I know I can't pray for ever. I suffer with anxiety.