The Lord loves you Angelique try not to fear he is with you. I pray that you receive his comfort & love. In the hands of the lord there's nothing for us to fear. For if God is for us who can be against us.
Matthew 11:28-30 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
1 Peter 5:7- Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
Isaiah 41:10 - Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.