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Sometimes our environments can be depressing and it's best to make a practice to put ourselves in good places. Find a place where people do want to be nice to you and care about what you say. Like a good church. There are suicide hotlines -Suicide Prevention Hotline 1-800-827-7571. It's free, 24/7 and confidential. If number no longer available just google another but that one comes from Christian counseling. People who truly follow God won't be only wanting to help themselves or else we random people wouldn't be caring now. We care, God cares, and you need to know that.

Hey Umzza I don't know you and you don't know me. I can't really say I understand what you are feeling but I want you to know that you are not alone in this. Can I offer you a hug? hugsxxx God bless you!praying for u...

Well, this is bad.

You seem to have some very severe problems that will likely take a long time to fix (NO OFFENSE). If you actually do commit suicide (I'M NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING), I can't guarantee your spot in Heaven though. I think that Christians don't commit suicide right after they are saved for a reason, otherwise there won't be over a billion living Christians today.

What I'm saying is, do NOT commit suicide, as I cannot guarantee your final destination (I'm so getting bashed for this...). I don't know stuff about the Bible, so unfortunately I can't give you any relevant quotes, but all I can say is that no matter what, this is temporary and will end at one point or another, and will pass like almost everything else.

Praying that u get the help that you need

Why Die? Are we not ready dead in Christ Jesus?

If it' moral accpeptnace of dyng, then you may miss out what was all plan for you into the future.

Well, I'm a heartless idiot. I just realised that this was in the Prayer section and that I never said I would pray for you after a week. Sorry for that epic fail. I will do it.

Umzza- I have been through a lot myself (and I'm still going through some things) and I have found the peace of God by doing two things- meditating on His Word and serving in my community. I'm not saying this will work for you, but it has helped me to change my outlook from "poor me" to "what can I do to help someone who is needy." I have tried Christian counselors and a couple of pastors and that just proved to be very condescending and a waste of time in my case.

That being said, I can attest that having an accountability partner is a good way to get through difficult days- you know, those days when you just don't feel like putting on the phony smiles and pretending that life is so wonderful and God is so good. I meet with my partner (who is a close and trusted friend) once or twice a month to pray- we are very candid with each other as we discuss our struggles in life- relationships, needs, and temptations.

There are a lot of people around you who are praying that you won't do anything to hurt yourself. You have been beautifully and wonderfully made for the Father's purpose and will.

Rose, you are not a heartless idiot- you are just a hopeless sinner saved by grace like the rest of us! You will find differing opinions on the suicide topic, or "losing your salvation because you screwed up" theology. There's Arminian theology and there's Calvinist theology. The Calvinists (which I am) take Jesus at his Word when He said "No man can pluck these out of My hand." (John 10:27-29). I find great comfort in this as I continue stumbling through life.