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I'm not sure what's going on, maybe it's been going on for awhile and I've been too busy to notice it. I feel like my husband and I have lost our bond. I'm questioning it more now than ever. We don't have much to talk about anymore, I feel like we've become strangers in a way. He has given me & provided me with more than I ever dreamed were possible but the one thing I'm longing for most is his love and affection. I've written him a letter pouring out my feelings to him, even purchasing two books, one for me & one for him by Dave & Ashley Willis thinking we could start fresh. But he kinda brushed it off. I'm not sure if it's just too late and we've just grown apart by now. I love my husband but I've lost that closeness with him. I feel like we are strangers to eachother. I feel like as a husband if he loved me he'd want to do something to save us. I mean I don't even know what to think anymore. I know there are things I need to change also, he's constantly saying I'm negative but I feel like my negativity comes from feeling unloved & unwanted by him. I don't know what else to do. I have no one to then to because the outside world thinks everything is perfect, but I feel so lonely, so alone when I should feel anything but this way.